Friday, July 28, 2006
i dont noe y...but today i feel sad larh...i dont even notice myself untill CCK told me dat i look sad....i dont noe larh...well dis is the thing i hate about myself....when im sad,angry,disappointed or wat....i always wanted to keep it to myself but it always never turn out dat way coz my face shows it all uh....haiz...sucks larh..well yeah...today after physics lesson...saw silly girl uh...but then sunddenly i feel something was wrong uh...like she was feeling sad or angry or something uh..i dont noe uh...but i am i just being paranoid??hmmmmm........
so yeah feeling so damn low uh today in sch....i really feel like going somewhere where there is no one....and shout to the sky uh...."FCUK U LARH FARID!!!,U ARE GOOD FOR NOTHING!!!....DAMN U!!!"im really fed up uh with myself....i dont noe y...crazy right?!haiz....yeah dats farid!!stupid farid....haizzzzzzzz.....
How long will u have to keep denying things uh?!
Why are u so afraid?!
What izzit you're afraid of?!
(if only i had the answer)
well to anywho are reading dis entry.....i noe all of this are crap to u all...well im sorry for wasting ur time here....if it does affect ur mood also im sorry too....well shall not say anything anymore....
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 2:47 PM
