Wednesday, August 30, 2006
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 6:36 PM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
hey hey hey...wahaha...ok im CRAZY!!hmm..kk yesterday reached home at 8pm....just in time to watch singapore idol delay telecast...i neva watch dis week show...so yeah its a must watch....hmm...it was not bad overall the show...after dat went to do my dnt....talking about dnt...ON MONDAY HAVE TO HAND IN THE FOLIO AND THE ARTEFACT...haiyaaaa..my artefact cannot finish ready...so yeah have to do my folio and finish it by today......i hope i can....hmm....today i got to do 3 things....1)finish my dnt folio....2)cut my hair(damn!!)...3)go buy a tie for da career thingy...so leceh uh...i will really miss my hair...i keep it for months ready and its soooo long ready...and thanks to mr zaldy have to cut my hair...school rules wat....im a "good" boy.... =Pwell yest talk on the phone with tahirah for quite sometime...den after dat straight away went to bed...oh yeah... i owe her 3 bubble tea....so many uh....dat silly girl uh...merajok quite a few time..so i pity her den have to blanja her bubble tea...wahahahahaha!!!!and guess wat??I FINALLY IRRITATE HER!!wahaha...yeah!!=D but said sorry to her after dat coz i feel bad....hahaha!!see i told u dat i can irritate u but u cant irritate me...wahahaha!!ok im crazy...hmm...yeah!!im HAPPY!! =D
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 4:14 PM
Saturday, August 26, 2006
hmm...ok im feeling damn bored and tired...so might as well i blog...im at saiful house...being doing my dnt together with op....haizz....damn tired lei....i think im going to stop for now...will continue when i reach home later...well actually thought of writting what happened yest night at night study but i guess not...tahirah has blog about it...it was SCARY though...To tahirah...what did i say??dont blame yourself for wat happened..please dont be dat way...u dont want it to happen either so its not your fault....dont think about it either aight girl...please do take care....haizz..hmm..well yeah..going home soon..to all involved yest night:Hope u all doing fine....please take care everybody....especially May and the girl,Shima i think....to huifen...im really sorry for yest nitez...is not that i dont want to go home with u but i really need to do something...help someone in need....please understand hui fen...but im really really sorry..sincerely...outZ.
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 6:04 PM
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
hey hey everybody..haha...it has been such a long time i blog...ahaha...op was bored reading my entry..hahha..sorry about dat people but i got so many things to do since the prelim is coming and then O level exam...scary...hmm....okok about yest...let me think...sch was quite ok...lessons as usual...but then after sch we got our freaking english O level oral exams....SHIT!!!haha....the whole class was released 1hr before the sch ends so that we can have our break or so called lunch...hmm..so yeah at 2pm sharp went up to the hall and waited for our turn to take the oral...while waiting me,op,netty, and nandini was talking crap..haha...!!den we asked to luthfi to give us a signal if the picture was hard to discribe...the signal was scratching his head..hhahaha!!!so yeah there he goes.....then all of us was like waiting for the signal.....and guess wat??HE SCRATCH HIS HEAD!!!!!OH MAN IT'S GOING TO BE HARD!!then yeah my turn came..and when i look at the picture it was kinda hard to describe.....kinda nervous though....then did my oral....hmm...i dont noe how to rate how did i do for my oral....is like average...damn.kk its over so yeah just dont think about it.....after oral i went straight home....i called isa to ask him if he's going night study....then yeah i was already planning to go....then while i was killing time watching tv....tahirah called....hmm...she asked me if im going to night study...im going uh...she actually wanted to show me this mini milo packet she get...and im suppose to show her the drawing of her name during recess but i cannot find her so neva show her....she want to show me during night study....well yeah at 6.10pm went out of home.....take my own sweet time to get to sch....den while i walking at the netball court...saw serena and gang....walking towards the other direction....so i like telling myself...."hmm...she comfirm forget my name and dont even recognise me"....but it suprises me that when i walked pass her...she actually smile at me..hahaha..so yeah i guess she remembers my name i guess....i didnt expect dat coz i used to think she is like anti social uh..wahaha..go to sch..sign in den had to stay inside the special room for night study coz miss tan dont allow us to out and study...ohhh man....hahaha....one thing about me when i study...i cannot have many people around me as i cant concentrate and not too many noises too..i get easily distracted....if not i comfirm talk....which i did...hhahaha..!!i did help isa with some of the qns he asked me....den i went out of the room coz it was too cold....walk around with my bro and sis...hahaha....huifen was crazy ...see me walking and shouted my name like crazy...hahah...i aint a superstar unlike ur joakim..hhaha...den saw tahirah walking with her friend....den yeah meet her and she showed me the mini milo....hahah it was damn CUTE...then i showed her the drawing.....it was soooo not nice uh....but then she wants it...so yeah i give it to her uh...den she actually gave me the mini milo....eventhough i neva ask for it...i mean i feel bad uh...coz she get that from her cousin birthday thingy den she give me....hmm....talked awhile....she was studying with her "boyfriend"..so yeah i didnt dare to walk with her...wahahahaha!!!!went back inside.....den decide to pray..went out again with isa and pray......aftter dat it was already 9pm so yeah had to sign out....huifen ask me to go home with her...but then she disappear...haiyoo....hahaha!!nvm....i think dats all for now...byezzzzzz =D
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 12:55 PM
Friday, August 18, 2006
hmm....ok lets talk about singapore idol result show yest....well i was damn happy dat mathilda voted out...i mean i really hate her uh coz to me da way she sing with dat irritating expression of hers was being over-reacted uh....like stupid uh da expression...well yeah....ok about today in sch....it was ok uh.....i mean i do my own stuff and all....and yeah get the notes from charissa....yeah!!thanks charissa so much!!im sure its going to be helpful....she said she going to drop by sch yest but i didnt saw her....well after sch went to take mrt home with shafiq sulaiman and his sis uh....i mean dis is the first time taking mrt home....i mean during sch days....coz every friday i will be late for friday prayers coz i took bus home and change before going to friday prayers...so yeah dont want ot be late anymore...and i came on time today....hmm...had not seen her for few days ready except for today uh...when i was walking from the physics lab....hmm...being thinking about a few things for sometimes now....this things makes me down everytime i think about it....haizz....nvm larh...shall keep the thoughts to myself...ur on ur own farid..ur on ur own.....just be strong....well after this going to study at expo later....i think da only way i can study is alone....i mean i can study with people too but must be less than 4 in a group but from now on i really prefer to study on my own as i can do my own stuff without talking to anyone....and the best thing is i think about certain things all by myself without anyone bothering me while having my break.....so yeah....i guess things will neva go ur way huh farid......................................................My feelings,"like the wind,u cant see it but can feel it"
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 4:03 PM
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
Well i deleted my latest entry coz i dont want readers to think im a hot-tempered guy and of coz i feel regret writing it uh....y??because of this me and my closest bro like not talking coz i tell him off...haizzz..damn sad....i mean what was i thinking...telling own bro off and getting angry him with the SMALLEST things ever.....like i dont noe him like dat...he always being joking and being lame...so wat da temper for farid??!!im one STUPID guy larh...i really regret sey....STUPID FARID....hmm...to my bro op...if ur reading dis i just wanna tell u how sorry i am for getting angry with u with the smallest reason...yeah booohooo.....im a bad bro.. =( in dis ur totally not at fault..i am....im really really for wat i said...u are welcome to tag me when ever u like ok.....hmm....sorry =(then yest nitez....i dont noe if i have done da silly-est thing....hmm...part of me i regret...i dont noe y...maybe being courage enough to tell "something" to someone but end up feeling like a loser...haizz...well dis is da ups and down of life....bad terms with bro for stupid reason and at the same time be a loser for something....nvm larh...i just have to accept all dis....im da caused so i have to face it....nvm larh....well about today....hmm...yeah basically went to sch....sch was ok...during dnt i did nothing except for talking to saiful and syazwani.....i shall rephrase my words...sch was quite boring today....nothing interesting and fun happened today....after sch...walked with isa and ameera to the market....they went to eat while i drank bubbble tea...then after dat..walked near isa house there....then went home....reached home at 3pm....hmm...now im outside..after dis im going to Expo to study....not going to night study uh....oh yeah today suppose to soccer match against the school team but it is postpone AGAIN till next week....so yeah just wait and see if the match is for real the next week or its going to be postpone again....hmm....how did dat silly girl do for her prelim exam today huh....i hope its fine uh...haizzzz....well today lil sis asked me a BONUS question....i was like shocked uh dat she asked me dat....i mean y dat qns uh...i shall not post the qns here....haizzz...well yeah dats it for today....
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 4:38 PM
Thursday, August 10, 2006
hohohh.....dis natioal day special.kk lets talk about wat happened on 8 0f august..well in sch of coz got national day celebration...like duh....but i tell u it was damn boring coz it was just LAME and BORING larh...plus our class was not supportive...never do anything fun....c'mon guys it is our last year for godness sake.....wah...k fine its over...get over it larh farid...YEAH!!I SAW CHARISSA IN SCH....I WAS REALLY HAPPY OF COZ TO SEE HER.. =)
Then after sch straight away went home coz going out with dat silly girl...YEAH!! =) i reached home around 12pm...den take a short nap....then wake up..bath...gosok my baju and jeans...silly called me after dat to comfirm the time and place.....so yeah then i meet her at her house bus stop at 5.30pm..which i was few seconds late...hahha...we walked to tanah merah mrt station and we are on our way to city hall...my god...da station was packed with people eventhough it was only..like wat....6pm...hahaha..crazy larh...since we are still early we decided to go eat first....went to marina square...silly girl suggested dat we go eat at BANQUET which i dont noe there is one at marina square...but u noe wat the place called..marina square food loft..hahaha!!so much for the banquet..waahha...but then we never eat there coz no place to sit and not much halal food....end up eating macdonald....
after dat make our way to the esplanade...it was damn crowded i tell u....like ants....lucky there was a place for us to sit....which i mean on the floor...haha..like our house ready uh..haha...we waited for 1hr 30mins before the fire works start......before we played hand stick and CI-KO-PAK...haha..take pictures and all...den the moment we waited for finally came..yeah!!FIREWORKS!!man...3 words to describe the fireworks....BEAUTIFUL,NICE and WOW!!yeah cant describe actually....dat silly girl was smiling through out the fireworks....so happy to see her smiles... =)
after the fireworks had ended...goin back to the city hall mrt station was a torture to us uh....i dont noe how many time i have to looked behind to make sure dat silly girl was behind me....so afraid losing her...sheeeeeesshh...scary...but we made it out uh....phew~then we decide to take bus home..take 111 to somerset mrt station den transfer to bus 14....silly girl was really tired and sleepy ready.....she drop at the sch bus stop...the time was already 11.45pm..late uh...so yeah i reached home at 12.40am..i bath....pray and went to sleep....i will never forget this day =)
actually i almost wanted to ask her something which i never have the courage to do so.....i really scared uh...kk i shall blog again some time later...
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 3:16 PM
Saturday, August 05, 2006
hoho....currently im somewhere out now.....hmm...okok im at cineleisure uh....wahaha!!just now go see the singapore idols....yeah yeah!!i did get a poster from them uh..i think it was from nurul uh....wahaha!!then i was damn close to get this bag uh which containing tickets to the spectaculars.....DAMN MAN,,i will be one lucky if i get that bag....haiz..but nvm....not my lucky day...im actually with hui fen and elisa uh..dat elisa is very friendly i can say...she loves paul so much..and yeah i actually get to shake hands with rahimah rahim,paul and nurul...wahaha!!yeah...at first i dint want to shake rahimah rahim hand but then as she walk pass me..she looked me at one kind uh..like "i think i noe u" look...den she smile at me den i jus t shake hand with her uh since she looked at me....PAUL!!!!was damn crazy uh dat guy..wahaha!!like fun uh the character....when i was shaking his hand he was like shouting at me...."HEEEYYYYY.......OOOOOOOO.....COOL MAN!!!"yeah damn crazy right..hahaha!!it was fun uh seeing them....so yeah here i am at the 9th floor at cineleisure playing LAN...with elisa and hui fen..i dont noe wats their plan after this.....i wanna watch LAKE HOUSE or CLICK...but they dont have money.... =(okok larh dats all for now..TO MY COUSIN..KAK SHIDAH..OF COZ I MISS U LARH DEY..HOW CAN I NOT MISS U....
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 5:54 PM
Thursday, August 03, 2006
Hey there...i totally miss alot of things and people...hmm..one of it is blogging of coz...haiz...yeah...must be wondering why neva blog for so long...reason is simple..has been very busy with my dnt project,studies and night study has already started....O levels coming like a giant waves..its sooo scary...i got to study harder now...i did badly for my mid year which im not suprised with the result as i dont study for mid year exams....wanna noe how many points i get??hmm...L1R4-31, L1R5-40.yeah yeah i noe its damn bad....the next thing i miss is spending time with my crazy bros and lil sis....we all being very busy with studies dats why...haiz...To my bros and lil sis....not forgotten u guys aight,even though u all think i got someone to spend time with....its not true....then next...i miss playing football..wahaha!!yes..i noe its not a good time for playing ...but i just miss what i love to do..which is my passion...well supposed to have a soccer match with silly girl uh..but i was busy for dat day so cannot...some other time may be...k next i shall say whom i miss.....hmm...basically got one night...i dont noe why...i dream about charissa..yes i dream of her...i just dont why uh...I MISS CHARISSA!!I MISS SU LING!!I MISS SU FONG!!haiz...miss them alot uh...i dont noe if they still remember or not....or they just simply change to a new person....haizz...then of coz i miss someone,someone who people has been teasing me with her name...i shall not explain more..im sure u all noe right~~~~cant be help uh....dat one also i cant explain y.....well time really fly and im already missing what im missing....it feels damn bad inside....lets talk about today aight...school was ok today..not dat bad...then after sch did not go for dnt cause kelly teach me maths on Loci and Locus...after dat she teach me chinese..and yeah learn many new phrase today..i can even sing chinese song now..a bit a bit larh...so yeah after day go home....suppose to go night study but i feel i did not want to...hey i really wanna watch The Lake House...anybody willing to go watch with me..?? =( hmm..i dont noe larh....maybe on saturday going out with hui fen again with her friend to dis singapore idol thingy uh...might be going or might be not....well yeah i think dats all..take care everybody and wan an->good night thanks kelly for teaching me chinese..... =)
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 7:47 PM
