& You, I Saw You.

& i am.

[Muhd Farid]
-Wasted Youths.
-Messed Hair.
MERCU Private Sch.
29 April 1989.
Taurus.
Loved Tahirah
hits

& my friends.

ADILIN
AISYAH
ATIKAH
AYIEEN
CLARABELLE
ELISA
FARADELLA
HUIFEN
HUIYI
IVAN
IYLIEE
KAK SHIDA
KAREN
RABIATUL
SAMIRAH
SERENA
SHAZWANI
SHEIKHA
SYAZANA
TAHIRAH
XINROU
ZAFIRAH
ZAKI
ZULAIHA[baby]

& we reminisce

& we listen.

& we thank.

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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

I DONT WISH TO BE DISTURB OR BOTHER TODAY.
HAIZ.

Im feeling down.
Thats why.
I dont noe why,
But somehow, i get this feeling that someone close to me will betray me.
Do something behind my back, hide it and pretend nothing happened.
I dont noe.
Maybe its just me.
Haiz.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 11:43 AM

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Decide to write an early entry today.
Well woke up at 7am.
Yeah thats farid for you.
Always being waking up early for no reason.

Then decide to help my grandmother at this place.
Today i find myself daydreaming all the time.
My mind keep wondering off somewhere.
Then when suddenly my grandmother called for me,
I will be damn shocked by her voice.

Farid , Farid, What happened??
Its like im having that 1 H and 5 W questioning thinking.
BAKA!
But yeah, im fine just a bit moodless.
Thats all.

Alright, thats all for today.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 4:16 PM

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Updates.
Was alone at home from 11am till 1.30pm.
Uh uh, dont have crazy ideas what was Farid doing then.
Farid is a good boy.
LOL.

Ok soon after that, get ready to meet girlfriend.
None other than Miss Tahirah.
For a second, i thought i was going to be late
cause at 1.50pm i was still at home.
And im supposed to meet her at 2pm.
And no, i was not late.
YAY!
Met Tahirah at Tanah Merah.
Btw we went out cause she wants to do her HW and study.
Went to Esplanade Library.
Reached there around 3pm.
Sat down, Tahirah started doing her HW, while i read a few uninteresting book.
Only one.
About guitars.
OMG!!The design on the guitar were awesome.
Some were weirdooooossss.

At 5pm, went off.
Due to CNY, they closed early.
WTH.
Then head down to Marina Square.
Ate Mcflurry and walked around.
Most shops were closed yet again due to CNY.
Shopping mall in total silence??
Thats rare you know.

After that went to Suntec.
But halfway through, we turn back.
Cause we know that most shops were closed.
Tahirah keep assuming that everywhere i point with my finger,
To her it is as if im showing her a naked girl.
Like, "Yeah i know you trying to show me there is a naked girl there right?"
HAHA!
Tahirah i get you for that.

Then after that went home.
Had fun today.
=)))

"i can see your true colours shinning through...blah blah blah"
Tahirah cant stop singing that song.
LOL. =))
Very cute when she sing with that sengau voice of hers.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 8:25 PM

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Ok there's two event for the today.
For all the gundus what date is today,
I shall tell you.
Its the 140207.

Which means today is SU LING 18th birthday.
Happy 18th birthday su ling!!!
Enjoy your on ur birthday alright.
=))

And also today is Valentines Day.
Haha!
Ok how was my valentine's day.
It goes like this.
Went to school cause tahirah wants me to send her to tuition.
So yeah, reached sch at about 2.10pm.
Soon Tahirah came, and i saw her with this HUGE IKEA plastic bag.
I was like O M G~!
Inside is 2 boxes.
So yeah, i gave her the gift i bought for her too.
Find out that Tahirah bake for me CHOCOLATE BROWNIES for our 2 months.
OMG!!!
How sweet can my girlfriend could be.
=)))
I LOVE HER LA CAN!!!

Then we went to ECP.
Spent time togethere,
Laughing at jokes, play the you-drink-first game, play the CAK-CAK game,
Walked by the sea shore, play the who-get-wet-first game.
I get wet first, then she get wet accidentally.
HAHA!!!
Im totally delighted and fringging happy to see Tahirah smilling and laughing sooooooo much.
I just cant expect more than that for valentines day.

After that we walked home.
From east coast till tahirah house.
What an achievement!!
WOOHOO!!
=))

Reached home.
Opened the huge box inside.
And find many THOUGHTFUL ITEMS.
All from my dear Tahirah.
=)))
Really! When i read her card, i just cant stop laughing cause every items she bought has it reasons.
Once again, SOOO SWEET OF HER!!! =))))
Im sure going to hug that winnie the pooh soft toy every night.
LOL. =))))

Overall my Valentines Day has been FANTASTICLY FABULOUS!!!
I cant describe the joy seeing her sooooo happy.
=D

I LOVE YOU TAHIRAH!!!!!!!!
*BIG HUGS*
Thanks for everything for today.
You made my day!
=)))

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 8:26 PM

Monday, February 12, 2007

Today was rather a silent day for me.
Reason cause i felt total boredom at home.
Deicide to go to my grandmother palce to take some dishes.
Went home.
Slept for about 2 hours.
It was 4pm by then.

Then went to Kembangan.
Fetched Tahirah.
Was happy to see her.
=)))
Today at kembangan dont have CROWS.
Damn.
LOL.
Only alot of dogs.
And i mean really big ones.
Sight seeing was fun.
Where?
The big drain.
What a place.
Send her home.
I went home.

Today is my two months with Tahirah.
YAY!!! =)))

Alright just wanna wish my dear Tahirah,
A HAPPY 2 MONTHSARY!!!
=))
Thank you for the joy and happiness you gave me.
I apologised if there's anything i done or say to hurt you.
But hey lets stay happy k. ;)))
I LOVE YOU TAHIRAH.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 8:16 PM

Sunday, February 11, 2007

Signed up my poly courses.
At 12am sharp this morning.
Just hope i get into TP Design School.

Ok putting that aside,
Today went out with Isa, Op and Yusri.
Went to this lunch thingy at Nandini house.
Well yeah ate kinda alot.
After that, went to ECP for breeze walk.
Op was craving for Mocha ice-cream.
lol.
Sat down at Mac.Ate ice cream.
After which walked again.
Then went home.

Hey hey hey hey hey hey hey hey....
Guess what day is tml???
I know, she know.
Our two monthsary.
YAY!
=)))))

Well i better think of something before Wednesday.
Die die.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:21 PM

Saturday, February 10, 2007

Got my O level results yesterday.
Somehow was a disappointment to me.
Haiz.
For L1R4-> 24 points.
Not so good.
Dont talk about L1R5.
Most of my choices available to enter poly is in the design sch.
Got few of them im dying to join.
Now i have to pray really hard that i can go Temasek Poly Design Sch.

Talking about as a whole big family,
There no better way to describe it at TP.
My reason wanting to join TP is not only it is very near my house,
But the fact that i somehow feel i will be very comfortable there
especially they treat everyone as one whole big family.
=))
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3UUiAIWhsfI ->see for yourself.

Well congrates to those who have did VERY well.
For those who dont, just DONT give up.
You have to be proud if you know you have given your very best.
I myself trying not to be too disappointed.
But hey theres always the brighter side in something.
=))
Cheer up you ppl.
Sigh.

"Only those who dare to fail greatly can ever achieve greatly."
Robert F. Kennedy .

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 11:25 AM

Friday, February 09, 2007

ASLYN » That's When I Love You.

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly

And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love youI love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

No matter what

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 11:04 AM

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

I JUST BOUGHT A GUITAR.
=))))

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:40 PM

Monday, February 05, 2007

Alright people, O level result IS COMFIRM coming out this Friday.
The 9th of Feb.
Bloody hell.
Came home, the first i thing i saw was the news about O level results on Suria.
O M G LA!
So counting down, 4 more days before we will be toast in fear.
Actually i am now.
Im really hope for the best.

As usual, fetched Tahirah from tuition.
Was a bit late though.
Sorry girlfriend. =((
Walked the normal route.
Tahirah was rather TALKATIVE today.
But not irritating but cute la can.
She was like commenting about everybody she saw.
FUNNY!! =))))

Then, i was like threathening her,
Better keep quiet before something bad going to happen.
True enough, her beloved BESTEST ENEMY came.
CROWS.
HAHA!!
Crows was flying all over.
Then suddenly i saw this particular crow fly above us and landed behind Tahirah.
I looked behind, hoping Tahirah would not turn her head.
Too late.
She turn, and saw that crow.
*you will noe what happened next*
Yes, She shouted so loud and ran, pulling me along.
LOL.

So bad me, I kept disturbing her after that.
Sorry ya. =)))
*Rewind pleaseeeeeeee*
HAHA!
Well Tahirah did learn a lesson today.
Ask her if you want to know.

For once im convinced by her words.
She told there's a malay version for the song "Fly me to the moon".
W T H la Farid.
=))))
Was soooooooo convinced.

"There has been much tragedy in my life; at least half of it actually happend."
Mark Twain

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 8:52 PM

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Last-minute decision turns out to be one hack of a day.
Had a blasting fun, laughing mentaly not forgetting crazy picture taking session.
Yet again with WASTED YOUTH!
LOL. =))

First thing first, watched movie Happy Birthday.
Was suprised it is rated PG rather than R21.
Too much of that scene makes the movie kinda annoying to watch.
Except for the last part, everyone was serious.
Ivan was 3/4 dead.
LOL.
Deciding where to eat and what to eat was a somehow ridiculous.
Went Mac.Sat down.Decide not eat there.Went out.Went to SEARCH for Ayam Penyek Ria.
Like idiot bunch.

Ok to cut the story short here is the summary about yesterday night.
Yesterday was the day.....
-Ivan became Ivan-kun
-Isa bacame Isa-kun or Tsunade-sama
-Farid became Farid-kun
-Sheikha became Sheikha-chan
-Rabiatul became Rabia-chan
-Farid wonder.."Will Tahirah rub my tummy if im having stomach ache to let out that passionate fart??"....hmm...LOL!
-Ivan and Farid had a pornographic picture together.
-Ivan and Farid hold hands and do the formal dance.HAHA!
-Ivan, Farid & Isa intend to commit "suiside."
-I learn new meaning of a word from Rabia, Nimnpo=Sex(LOL.)
-Ivan had the priceless expression on his looks. everyone should remeber.HAHA!
-WE HAD ALOT OF FUN AND CRAZY MOMENTS!!!

Lets do it again sometime again.
=))))))))
Wasted Youth Roc'.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 1:19 PM

Friday, February 02, 2007

Alright random-ness,
Miss Farhanah is really a good matchmaker.
LOL. =)
Ok blah blah blah.....

Nothing exciting or unusual happened today.
Somehow i felt so sleepy almost the whole day.
Yes, the fact that i slept 2am yest night might be the reason.
But still, usually i wont be that sleepy.

Right now im thinking of what guitar should i buy.
And i mean FOLK guitar, not electric guitar which need 10000V plug-in.
LOL.
After watching Plain Sunset playing Checking Email,
I cant stand watching them play!!!!!
I NEED TO LEARN HOW TO PLAY THAT SONG BY HARD!
(Go watch the video, link below.)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U-GYZwYun3I

I should be buying my guitar by Tuesday or Wednesday.
So Op, text me ASAP.
Lets go survey guitar at Peninsular.
Then we can go see the GIBSON guitar you're craving for.
=))

"The universe is full of magical things patiently waiting for our wits to grow sharper."
Eden Phillpotts

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:28 PM

Thursday, February 01, 2007

Alright im 10 bucks richer. =)))
LOL.
It doesnt makes any different, I know.
Oh well,
Btw i was thinking about saving some money.
To buy something which I NEED.

First thing is, A NEW MP3/MP4.
You see,
Since the day my blue, cracked, top-less(l0l.) MP3 rest in peaced,
My journey to every destination was either too quiet or too annoying.
So yeah NEED that to spiced up my journey to anywhere.

Second thing is, A L/H FOLK GUITAR.
Alright, rather than wasting time doing nothing at home,
A guitar will help me in many ways.
I can at least learn how to play chords.
BLOODY CHORDS!!!
Then i can learn how to play new songs when im feeling bored or when im free.

Estimated total cost for everything:$140++
Amount of money Farid collected:$10
HAHAHAHAHAAH!!!!
kentot larh, Pathetic la Farid.

Next is the thing i WANT.
Actually there is only one thing i WANT.
A Web Cam.
That one not too sure.
I can actually buy, i have to share the price with my brother.

Well nothing much happened today.
Just that, Farisi was the TROUBLESOME one AGAIN.
Cant be bothered.

OMG, OMG, OMG!!!!!!
Results coming out in 8 days time!!!!
How did i do?!
Will i get into the course i want?!
Will i make it to TP?!
*will find out after the break*
LOL.
Im so scared la can.

"FEAR:
F--FALSE
E--EVIDENCE
A--APPEARING
R--REAL"
Veer Sharma.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 6:28 PM