& You, I Saw You.

& i am.

[Muhd Farid]
-Wasted Youths.
-Messed Hair.
MERCU Private Sch.
29 April 1989.
Taurus.
Loved Tahirah
hits

& my friends.

ADILIN
AISYAH
ATIKAH
AYIEEN
CLARABELLE
ELISA
FARADELLA
HUIFEN
HUIYI
IVAN
IYLIEE
KAK SHIDA
KAREN
RABIATUL
SAMIRAH
SERENA
SHAZWANI
SHEIKHA
SYAZANA
TAHIRAH
XINROU
ZAFIRAH
ZAKI
ZULAIHA[baby]

& we reminisce

& we listen.

& we thank.

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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Irritating brothers.
URGH!
Sometimes, they just wont understand ENGLISH.
When they were told not to come home late after school,
Yet they have the cheek to go to the playground and play.
Thats what Farisi did.
And im so FRUSTRATED!
Yeah then this elder brother of theirs have to fetched.
Which is rather waste of time.
URGH!

My mum told he's at the nearest playground near his sch.
Then the obvious playground came to mind is.....
The playground near Jean's previous house.
And guess what?
Yes, Im right and Farisi was there.
While walking there, remembered i used to walked her home most of the time.
Memories memories.
When i think again, one word to describe me, BAKA.
Well enough of that, that was the past.

For now, the person i mentioned at my profile is my present.
=)))
I should be grateful or thankful or whatever it is to decribe her presence.
Well yeah, should be going now.
Have to stop BIG BULLY from bullying people at Kembangan.
Lol. =))
If something interesting happens, will update aight.

"We must not allow the clock and the calendar to blind us to the fact that each moment of life is a miracle and mystery."
H. G. Wells

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 4:36 PM

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Im basically as bored as those prisoners stuck in the cell.
For goodness sake, PLEASE give me something to do.
Which could rather kill this boredness or tire myself.
I cant stand it lazing around doing nothing at home.
School PLEASE re-open soon!!
I mean REALLY REALLY soon.

I've been staring this computer screen for 5hrs!
Being listening to songs, youtube-ing, online games, chatting,
blah blah blah....
URGH!
This sucks la can!!

Now im thinking of going out.
But but but....
I dont noe. Lazy.
*sigh*
I rather go school than being a nuisance at home.
Felt restless.
And I MISS STUDYING ALOT!
=((
But im sooo going to freak out on the result day.
Which is soon.
And i mean REALLY REALLY soon.
DAMN.

Im hungry!!
Lol.
That's so random.
Im BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If only i had a guitar with tabs list lying all over my study table.
That would keep me busy learning it.

Hey guess what im listening to right now,
ITS...............................
The chicken dance song.
HAHA!
I wanna do chicken dance with TP students.
=))))
Kentot larh,
Haha!Sheikha TRADEMARK.

"Our ultimate freedom is the right and power to decide how anybody or anything outside ourselves will affect us."
Stephen Covey

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 3:56 PM

Monday, January 29, 2007

Today was rather nothing-much day.
Send and fetched Faiz to school.
Was tired and sleepy though.
After that use the computer till about 4.45pm.
Had my afternoon bath.
Get changed and went out.

Reached Kembangan at 5.50pm.
Im not late.
YAY!, lol.
Tahirah came soon after that. =))
Walked the normal route.
Today Tahirah is such a BIG bully la can.
She keep accusing me of bullying Faiz.
I did not ok.

Tahirah also bully Manisha.
She always complained to me,
" Tahirah, always bully me.She keep taking away my smelly pillow."
" Before she beat me, she will turn on the SMACK THAT song first."
Very bad Tahirah.
Dont bully manisha ok! *bluek*
SMACK THAT...................
LOL!

Walked Tahirah home.
Then yeah, went home.
Thought of having LJS,
But did not.
Today so much laughter and smiles.
=)))

Point of laughter for today,
Saw bus 31 came and it is single deck,
So we stop the bus.
There were 2 other small boys wanted to take the bus.
Then suddenly, I saw there is another 31 bus coming which was double deck.
Of coz we want to take the second bus.
Same goes for the 2 boys,
But the funny thing is,
The 2 boys was like already inside the first 31 bus.
They came down and took the second bus.
We feel paiseh cause the door was opened for us,
But we "BETRAYED" the first bus.
The bus driver must be very sad la,
HAHA.
"why people dont want to take my bus?"
lol.

"Everything exists in limited quantity - especially happiness."
Picasso

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 8:28 PM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Yesterday, sleepover at Isa's place.
Isa and I watched the intense match between Singapore and Malaysia.
Those who had watched that match will noe how intense it is.
Well the penalty shootout was the thriller.
OMG!
I just cant bear to watch if Singapore did missed a single penalty shot.
But thank god, NO they didnt.
It is something to celebrate to me and isa.
I got a gift from Isa.
Few scratched marks around my shoulder.
Due to his anxious-ness during the penalty shoot-out.
*Thanks* Isa.

Shouted here and there.
Like wild monkey being released out of thier cages.
After that waited for Op to come, which was rather LONG!
Soon after he came, at 1.30am,
Went to Macdonald for supper.
Then there they show a live telecast of Manchester U. vs Por-*something something*.
Man U won! =)
Ate, ate and ate.
Then headed back.

Reached back at 3.30am.
Watched American Idol,(recorded).
Damn hilarious can.
Three of us was laughing alot, especially Op.
At 5am, we went to Isa's room.
Talked for awhile till 5.30am.
Then yeah, we went to bed.
Wake up at 2pm, lol
Had brunch.
Then blah blah blah blah blah........
Went home at 5pm.
Reached home 7pm.

Feeling rather tired right now.
But it was fun. =))
Brothers bonding.

"It is never too late to become what you might have been."
George Eliot

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 7:36 PM

Friday, January 26, 2007

Went to friday prayer.
After that met Irfan and Syazani at Bedok MRT station.
Sent our Haagen dasz uniform back.
After which they went home while i visit my grandmother at Payar Lebar.
Ate alot.
Kebab, fruits, cempedak goreng.
Felt bored so decide to drop by sch.
Reached sch at 5.45pm.
Sat down with Dary,Asyraf, Haiqal and this chinese guy.
Helped them with their DNT.
Then met the rest(Tahirah and other NCC girls).
Went to bubble tea shop.
Walked Tahirah home.
I went home.
Reached home at about 8+pm.

Today was rather a quiet day for me.
Didnt talk much.
Was kinda anti-social.

Maybe im just too different now.
Too different to create happiness for people.
Too different to see there's time to smile and laugh.
Too different not to be FARID.

"The greatest revolution in our generation is that of human beings, who by changing the inner attitudes of their minds, can change the outer aspects of their lives"
Marilyn Ferguson

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 8:47 PM

I decide not to close or delete this blog.
So yes, im back.
Being spending my time only with myself for the past few days.
Feel somehow good and bad.
When was the last time i spent time alone??
I cant remember.
Used to do that often when i was with Jean.
It helps me alot back then.

Maybe i come to a conclusion,
and i decide on what i have decided.
Im not the Farid you once know.
I just hope it will help me and her.
And change their thinking about Farid.

"The introvert has taken over the extrovert in me."

Yesterday went out with Dary.
First at lunch at KFC.
Walked at TM,COURTS, to hunt for cheapest 1GB memory card.
COURTS wrong choice.
Off to Bugis, SIM LIM SQUARE.
Good choice.
Dary bought the 1GB memory card for ONLY $33.

Main point of laughter,
For those who dont know,
Minimum amount for withdrawing is $20,
Dary pass that theory,
But what he didnt know that the last digit MUST be a ZERO.
Guess how much he entered to withdraw??
Amount to withdraw:
$33.
Yes, he keyed in $33!!
I was there laughing like nobody business.
Dary was so super paiseh, he give me that "huh what did i do?" looked.
Please eh Dary, you should noe what u have done.
After that went home.
Dary was the happy guy yesterday night.

"Love the heart that hurts you, but never hurt the heart that loves you."
Vipin Sharma

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 10:33 AM

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Sesucinya Cintamu

OMG!!!This girl is so CUTE & ADORABLE!!!!

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 10:07 AM

Friday, January 19, 2007

Just came back.
From Ngee Ann Poly and from BVSS.
Ok, i can conclude Temasek Poly is way better that Ngee Ann.
But i will be looking forward to enter Nursing Course there,
provided my results is damn bad.
TP is still my first choice.
Rumours or Truth?
9th of Feb is the release of O level results?
That is weeks away!!!!
Scary!!

Must be wondering why im at BVSS...
Hmm..purpose was to meet Sheikha& Rabiatul,
Thought of having dinner with them.
Isa was with me.
It seems like they cant or something like that,
So end up waiting for Tahirah to finish her NCC.
Since Sheikha keep asking,"You never wait for Tahirah??She's inside you noe..."
Haha!
Sheikha was damn funny just now.
"Assult" done by Sheikha to Isa with the umbrella.
Hahaha!
Rabiatul IS really the WASTED YOUTHS IDOL.
Should see how she looks.
Got TALENT!
haha!
Oh yeah, next two weeks weekends got WASTED YOUTHS outing.
Woohooo~~~!!!
[Ivan, if you're reading this get info alright.]
Ivan was M.I.A. just now.
How sad....

Went to buy bubble tea.
Offered Tahirah the bubble tea.
What did i get??
Millions of pinches and tickels.
Thank you~
Why?
Because she noes im having a terrible cough,
Somehow i forget about it since i was tempting to buy.
Cause when i offer her my drink..
She gave me this EVIL look.
I was dumb enough not to get the HINT.
haha!
There you go, millions of pinches,tickels, smacking for me....

Ok, tml going to TP again.
YEAH!!!!!!faster faster i cant wait!!!!!!
woohooo!!
CHICKEN DANCE!!!
TP SCH SONGS!!!
And more!!
Going with Suhaila.
Hope tml can see Tahirah's brother.

Night world!

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 8:14 PM

I MISS THE CHICKEN DANCE!!!!
LOL.
Thats is so random.
But, I want to do chicken dance with them.
HAHA.
I know Isa will join me la.

Going to Ngee Ann Poly later.
I guess la.
Better than TP?
Will find out soon.

Im still sad.
But...........................................
Dont bother.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 11:17 AM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Ok i shall warn you,
Today entry there will be alot of HAIZ.
So yeah here goes.
Alright, meet up with Irfan,Isa,Netty, and Syazana.
I was late.
Haiz.
Planned to walk but took bus 8 there.
Reached at about 2pm.

Well not quite alot of people there at first.
But later it gets SOOOO CROWDED.
Haiz.
Especially with secondary school students around.
How pathetic.

I came to TP only because for an open house.
But somehow one day of open house can leave a great impact on me about the sch.
Not only me, but isa too.
I somehow feel sad to leave the sch.
I see the students there having sooooo much fun.
Its the type of environment i wanna be.
More fun than High School Musical.
Haiz.
Really im sooooo sad right now.

I decide, TP is going ot be my first choice of polytechnic.
Yes isa have that mentality too.
AND THATS FINAL!
Haiz.
Im still sad.
I WANNA GO TP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im still thinking about TP.
Haiz.
I just hope, PRAY REALLY HARD,
That my result is good enough to go to TP.
A million Haiz.

Saw alot of ex bedok viewian there.
But never see Charissa and Jean.
Haiz.
Saw others that i wanted to see but never get a chance to talk.
Haiz.

Then on my way back,
Keep thinking about someone.
Haiz.
Even at TP.
Even on the bus.
Even inside my lift.
Even in my room.
Even im being hurt, i know who is precious to me right now.
Even im considered as a fingernail to a finger.
Get what i mean?
Which is more important,
Fingernails or Fingers?
Plus fingernails are usually being cut.
So another meaning, can be forgotten.
Haiz.
So Miserable.

I no mood to type anymore larh.
Haiz.

Goonight World.
HAIZ.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:52 PM

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

If my blogger is a dead body.
I guess by now it should have rot till the ass.
Plus that awful and oungent smell.
But luckily its not that way.
It seems ages since i blog.
Well i dont feel like it.
Not in the mood.

Today is different.
Im really bored but yet cant be bothered bout blogging.
Cause i still in no mood to blog.
Blah blah blah..still going to blog anyway.

Today went to meet ain.
She rent Drumline VCD for me.
Then yeah,
After that head down to Kembangan to fetch Tahirah.
Walked down the normal route and went home.
Talking about Tahirah,
Please visit Tahirah's new house.
It has been completely build.
Yes, beleive it.

Very to get there.
It is just behind the bus stop opposite Bedok CC.
Hint:Her house is not the HDB flat.
HAHA!
Go figure it out.
Well Tahirah sure going to kill me.
So do visit.
=)

Ok tml still not sure if i should go for TP open house.
I dont noe which one to go first.
Polytechnics open house damn pack this week.
And yeah plus, Jean keep pestering me to go TP open house.
Proof, read the tag by her.
Haiyooo.....
But i will go.
So yeah see first which day i wanna.
Anyone wanna go with me.
Tag me, Call me, Text me, anything.
Anyway of communications.
Even smoke signal.
Just hope i could understand.

Well thats it for today.
Take care people.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:07 PM

Saturday, January 13, 2007

People,
Remember Farid and this Blog by this song:
Here without you.

Thank you.
Farid.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 4:52 PM

Friday, January 12, 2007

Today is my one month with Tahirah.
Had second thoughts.
But did go in the end.
As plan, gave Dary the gold empty box to give it to her.
Yeah, people think and say all you want.
Im such a bastard,
But then, showed up.
Gave her a proper gift.
A necklace.
[Blogger FISH up now, cant seems to upload any pics.]

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 11:08 PM

Monday, January 08, 2007

LIFEHOUSE - You And Me

What day is it? And in what month?

This clock never seemed so alive

I can't keep up and I can't back down

I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to lose

And it's you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right

I'm tripping on words

You've got my head spinning

I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to prove

And it's you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now

I can't quite figure out

Everything she does is beautiful

Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to lose

And it's you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

and me and all of the people with nothing to do

Nothing to prove

And it's you and me and all of the people

And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?

And in what month?

This clock never seemed so alive

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:11 PM

Sunday, January 07, 2007

Does eating tonnes of chocolate helps to cure fever?
Does drinking sweet drinks, a cold one ease sore throat??
Obvoiously a BIG NO.
But guess what?
I did that and it is something i have to regret.
Cause its just getting worse.
Especially the pain coming from the sore throat.
Dont blame me!
Blame the chocolate and the cold drinks.
Who asked them to appear in front of my dinning table
when i am hungry.
Alaaaaamaaaakkk~~~
Sounds ridiculous.

And finally i get what i was craving for.
KEBAB!!!
I dont noe why so sudden.
But yes i ate kebab for lunch.

Today really have the urge to go out.
But, i still feel sick.
So no going out for now.
Hope i will get better tml.
I mean really better.
Didnt go out means,
Computer.Slack.Computer.TV.Sleep.Blah blah blah....
Boring indeed.

Ok i have a few people in my mind now,
I mean i miss.

My Kak Syida.
My Bros.
My Tata.
My Nenek.

Ok im done here.

Nights World.

Ok Now I Feel SOOOOOOOOOOO STUPID!

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 7:56 PM

Saturday, January 06, 2007

I dont noe why am i here when im supposed to be resting.
Im having high fever plus sore throat.
Very pain.
Despite being sick, i manage to do the unthinkable activity,
playign soccer in the hot sun.
I noe im clever.
And despite the fact im sick,
I actually force myself to get up, grab the phone..
And msg her.
But no reply.
I dont noe what to think.
I cant even think, cause my head hurts really bad.
One word, *HAIZ*.
Nvm.
Maybe she is just too busy that she could not find time to reply me.
Or She could be sleeping.

I consider today as my worst day.
Cause everything is not going right for me.
Whatever la.
This is not the way i wanted it to be.

Take care world.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 6:09 PM

Friday, January 05, 2007

Well im not feeling too good.
It has been that way since morning.
But *dot dot dot dot*.

At 5pm, meet up with tahirah and the rest.
Cause they got ncc meeting.
Walked to the bubble tea shop.
Waited for them to buy thier drinks,
Then went to pondok to kill time talking.
After which tahirah and i went to fetched manisha.
Yup, walked at this terrace houses.
Haha!
Manisha is really really really cute!!
=))
The way she talked and react is soooo adorable.
But she is shy la like....*dot dot dot*.
Ok after that send them home.
I went home.

Ok i think thats all for today.
Cant sit for too long.
Later...*dot dot dot*.
haha!
alot of dot dot dot today.

Ok night world.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 7:33 PM

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Today can say quite a tiring day.
Wake up early in the morning.
Went to Payar Lebar to help nenek with the normal stuff.
Did long hours today.
After which head down to kembangan do my work.
Haha!
Not work.
I went to fetch tahirah.
It was raining but yet we still walked the normal route.
Woohoo!!
Then send her home.
I went home.
Yup, i think thats it.

Ok as promise i shall post the photos of the 2 gifts.

A starded belt bought by Tahirah when she was in KL.
=))

A necklace bought by Huifen when she was in taiwan.
=))

Just wanna say thank you once again to both huifen and tahirah.
Its not my birthday yet lei...
haha!
But THANK YOU!!!
=))

Tahirah, are u missing this??
HAHA!
Kembangan BASikal.

Nights World.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 10:36 PM

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

3rd of January.
Sch re-open.
Not for me.But for THEM.
HAHA....
Who's them??
They should noe well enough huh.
As for me, yeah i went back to sch today.
I miss the sch not the priciple.
I repeat...NOT THE PRINCIPLE.
HAHA!
Met huifen at the traffic light near sch.
Then we enter sch at about 9am.
Report to the security guard since we are consider outsiders,
to get the visitor pass.
Went to the hall.
Watched the performance which was kinda BORING.
Everyone have to agree on that la can!!

Yeah right, BV Welcomes You.
WTF.

Well this was the ONLY best part of the concert.
But the crowd was somehow PATHETIC!
haha!

After that decide to slack around.
Do i look soooooo different??
Cause mr zaldy just couldnt recognise me because of my hair.
Man....thats sooo terrible.
Benjamin was damn crazy today.
He was doing all those video shooting like MTV.
haha!
Nandini act like a SI contestant.
After which we slacked at the Control Room.
Kinda fun and boring.
Huifen fell asleep.
She was like cursing someone la.
Saw Isa's bro and took pic.

Sch ended around 2.40pm which was 4omins late.
Met suhaila and the others at the canteen.
HAHA!

Canteen before Reccess.

When 10.30am strikes, this is how the canteen looks like.

After school wemt to eat at LJS.
With nandini,benjamin and huifen.
After eating benjamin was damn tired uh.
FACE ALL RED.

Benjamin sleeping.

Finished my meal. *BURRP*

After that everybody went home except for me.

Waited till 5.30 before heading to kembangan.

Fetched tahirah from tuition.

Went home, and it was raining.

Took alot of photos insde the bus.

HAHA!

Since when tahirah is sooooo shy??
HAHA.

GOTCHA!haha!!

SHE IS SO CHUBBY IN THIS PICTURE!!! =)))
btw thats her with her new specs.

She is NOT crying ok.haha!
She is sure a shy person.

Well after that send her home.
Then i went home.
It was raining heavily.
wooooo....
There this lighting near the Tampines Library.
Very nice. =))

Awww...look at those couple.haha!

Last but not least,
This next photo im sure gonig to make ex bvss students and even the current sec 5s
go WTF!!
haha!
Here you go.....

Well what do you think???
HAHA!
WTF??
YES!

Ok i think thats all for today.
Hey ya,
Huifen bought for me this necklace from taiwan,
Tahirah bought for me starded belt from KL,
THANKS YOU SOOOO MUCH!!!!
=)))
Shall picture of those 2 items tml.
Tired ready.

Nitez world.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:27 PM

Well today had an Wasted Youth outing.
Not all were there.
The M.I.A are Tahirah and Rabiatul.
Haiya.
But that didnt stop us from having fun.
So much laughter.
=))
Plus crazy moments.
Went to watched Night In The Musuem.
I tell you the movie is damn hillarious.
Worth watching it for the seocnd time like Death Note 2.

There's this part which become our jokes and keep us talking,
The head statue says:"hey dum dum where's my gum gum??"
There's also this part the statue shouted like hell to everybody in the museum their attention,
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH(shouting kinda long),
(when everybody quiet)...my dum dum wanna speak."
I just cant stop laughing.

Everybody should go watch.
Dont bother if its already an outdated story,
Just go watch.
VERY FUNNY~!

After that, Sheikha,Ivan,Isa and myself went home.
Wasted Youths should have an outing often.
And today i can say my hearing is kinda problem.
I keep hearing things wrongly.
Ivan was like "commenting".
haha!

ATM=WISMA
TISSUE=CHILLI
LAY'S=LATE
(words on the right side is what i thought they say)

Ok tml, secondary and primary sch students back to sch.
HAHA!
Man, good luck and have fun.
While i still be on my bed drooling.
WAHAHA!

Nitez world.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 12:41 AM

Monday, January 01, 2007

First of i wanna wish the world:
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
IT'S 2007!!
=)

Say goodbye to the year 2006.
All rise for the year 2007.
A new year with a new chapter of my life awaits me.
Same goes to the rest of you.
Good or bad, its all up to you.
Depends how you want it.
For the obvious reeason of coz people want it in a good way.
So people, good luck in everything you do.
PLEASE be wise in making choices.
There's a saying goes: "you make choices and dont looked back".
May you all have much happiness than sad and sorrow.
Ok i think i said enough.
Yeah, not forgetting thanks to those have send theirs new year wishes to me.
Thanks. =)

My 2007 resolution:

Have more happy moments than sad moments.
Keep being the wacky and crazy farid.
Have good results for O levels.
Make Tahirah and my friends happy always.
Help my friends in sec 5 with their O levels.

Thats kinda alot, dont you think so??

But nah, its fine.

Well today nothing much happened.

Just stayed home.

Sleep.Eat.Computer.

Thats it.

Boring huh??

Ok im done here.

Take care you guys.

And ILU girl.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:51 PM