& i am.

[Muhd Farid]
-Wasted Youths.
-Messed Hair.
MERCU Private Sch.
29 April 1989.
Taurus.
Loved Tahirah
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& my friends.

ADILIN
AISYAH
ATIKAH
AYIEEN
CLARABELLE
ELISA
FARADELLA
HUIFEN
HUIYI
IVAN
IYLIEE
KAK SHIDA
KAREN
RABIATUL
SAMIRAH
SERENA
SHAZWANI
SHEIKHA
SYAZANA
TAHIRAH
XINROU
ZAFIRAH
ZAKI
ZULAIHA[baby]




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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Just taking a break from my studying now.
Relaxing my bursting brains with blogging.
Hopes it helps.
Studied my Social Studies which has been annoying to me.
Facts plus memorizing is killing me.SHUTS.
I hope i can do one more chapter and BACK to science.

It has been weeks since i touch my science.
i mean WTH right...??
Im sooooo crazy.
Then same goes for my geography.
Sounds torturing but revision and studying is all i have to do now.
Cant wait for this Os period to end.
Then i will be free from BOOKS and EXAMINATIONS!!
Temporary only though.
But still WEE~...

Im sooo looking forward to many things after my Os.
i shouldnt say anything coz it is not the time to think of anything except for studies.
Well i should be going off now.
Im wanna go out to somewhere to study.
This COMPUTER of mine is attracting me.
SOOO ADDICTIVE..
NO DISCIPLINE FARID!!

Ok enough talking.
Out of here.
Less than a week to Os.
BE PREPARED EVERYBODY!!!


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Monday, October 30, 2006

Hey it is so hilarious when people actually think that I and someone is together.
Wanna know who?Wanna know who??
haha!!
She is someone who i consider as my 2nd girlfriend.
Thinking im such a BASTARD??
Well get the full story will you..wahaha!!
I shall post the picture....



There she is my 2nd gf. =)
(ok i noe my face like kena sampuk like dat.wahah!!)



Hey with my 2nd gf again.
(now there is my kpo mum behind.hahah!!)

Well now for the REAL truth,
she is NOT my 2nd gf but she is......
MY KAK SHIDA!!MY COUSIN!!
Must be wondering why i consider as my 2nd gf??
Me and Her is REALLY REALLY REALLY CLOSE.
well she is my 2nd gf. =)
1st gf??hmm....go figure.
HAHAHA!!

Well enough of my 2nd gf.
Today i went to fetch her after tuition...
After sooooooo long i finally get to see and meet her.
SOOOO HAPPY.=D
The time spent was a fruitful one.She is sooooo funny and silly.
Make me laugh like hell today.
She keep disturbing me how skinny i am and say i dont have BABAT!!
HMMP!
haha!!but its ok...
Well u noe wat??she almost fell while going down the stairs of the double-decker bus.
Phew~ Terkejut Boy-boy =p
Today she is sooooo mean and VERY HUNGRY!!
wahaha!!Beware hungry girl on the loose.
Ok i think dats all for today...

Here are some of hari raye photos:


Brothers and MY 2nd gf.


See the Baby girl..Elise.Soooo CUTE!!
She ran away while taking picture...wahaah!!
there i am trying to hold her. =)



My whole cousins.

Ok now im done...wanna talk to someone.
=) Good night everyone.


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Sunday, October 29, 2006

Two things in mind:
1->Malay O level exams tml.
(wish me luck =))
2->Her. =)

To everyone who is taking their malay O level tml,
good luck to u all and do ur VERY VERY best because it will help u
in a BIG way either to poly or JC.....
so yeah....GOOD LUCK.
k enough.byez. =)


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Saturday, October 28, 2006

Hey hey FARID'S BACK!!
What do i mean by im back??
haha.
Well im no longer have this "no mood" of mine..
WOOHOO!!
Cause i know by having dat feeling it has totally affect my love ones.
yeah dat silly makcik.
Hmm...Im sorry alright.Well still long way to go before hari raya ends..
Sooo...Farid minta maaf kepada Makcik.Ampuni larh dosa-dosa Farid.
Halalkan makan minum Farid.
WAHAHA!!ok sooo merepek..i noe.
But sincerely im sorry.

Everybody get ready to BOOGIE DOWN with Farid
*shaking my BUTT, HEAD, HANDS, LEGS*
BOOOOOOOOO......
haha!!
I mean if u all want to.
But it will be hari raya songs NOT TECHNO OR METAL.
wahaha!!
IMAGINE THAT..
Boogie down with hari raya songs as the background music...
One word or two...
COOL?? or WEIRD??
hahaha!!BOTH.

Well brush aside FARID SOFTY......
Welcome back FARIDOO, FARID CRAZY & WACKY!!
YEAH!!

Ok i wanna go ready...
So everybody...go have a good day today...
Because Faridoo is CRAZY...
take care everybody.... =D




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Friday, October 27, 2006

Hi there everyone...
Well today im not in any mood..neither bad or good....
Im just being very quiet today
Maybe because i have been doing alot of thinking makes me feel this way...
But i shall not get you all affected by my "no mood"...

Basically i went out to go for friday prayer and plan to go study after that,
but like i said i was in no mood to do anything.Feel like being alone.
So yeah i went home straight and tempted to use the computer.
Here i am, at the computer....
I just dont noe what to do next....most probably sleep.

Hmm...Op just called me asking if im studying today.
Well i cant probably sit around this house and do nothing right?
So i decide that i WILL go study later.
Will be meeting Op at 5pm to study at national library.
I just love National library, the part which is like the garden...

I just dont noe what im feeling right now.
Hmm...i put up another video.
Usually people have been seeing the CRAZY & WACKY farid
But today, you have seen the SOFTER SIDE of farid.
The song makes me feel like im missing someone sooooooo badly.
For the obvious person, IMUSM.
The song is very meaningful to me.
Plus this song makes me aware...
How much SHE means to me...
How much i need HER....
But i somehow feel that im gonna lose her.
STUPID thinking or NEGATIVE thinking??
you decide.

I just realised that i have not cry since the day i meet silly girl.
The last time was when the day i broke up with "ORANGE".
It seems like things happened so fast that now you realised certain things.
Now im unable to spent time this year hari raya with her because of my "O" level
examinations...
To make things worse she will be going off to CAMBODIA for 10 days which is a blow for me.
Will i cry for all this??
I hope not.

Well thats all for now.
I hope everyone could listen to the song.
At the same time thinking about someone who is very special to you.
Im sure u will feel something that u cant tell what you are feeling about that particular person.
LOVE??HATE??MISS??ADORE??
NOTHING??(impossible...)

one last words....
cherish your love ones before they leave.

ILUSM. <3
goodbye everyone.


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 3:26 PM







Clay Aiken - The Way

The Way - Clay Aiken

There's something 'bout the way you look tonight
There's something 'bout the way that
I can't take my eyes off you
There's something 'bout the way your lips invite
Maybe it's the way that
I get nervous when you're around
And I want you to be mine
And if you need a reason why...

(Chorus:)
It's in the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me
The way that I want you tonight
It's in the way that you hold me
And the way that you know me
And when I can't find the right words to say
You feel it in the way

Oh, oh
You feel it in the way

There's something 'bout how you stay on my mind
There's something 'bout the way that
I whisper your name when I'm asleep, oh girl
Maybe it's the look you get in your eyes
Oh, baby, it's the way that
It makes me feel to see you smile
And the reasons, they may change
But what I'm feeling stays the same

(Repeat chorus)

Oh, oh
You feel it in the way

(Bridge:)
I can't put my fingers on
Just what it is
That makes me love you
You know, baby
So don't ask me to describe
I get all choked up inside
Just thinking 'bout the way

(Repeat chorus)

It's in the way that you move me
And the way that you tease me
The way
You feel it in the way

There's something 'bout the way you look tonight
There's nothing more to say than
I feel it in the way


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Thursday, October 26, 2006

Hey guess wat day is today??Thursday..yeah like DUH~
but today is.........*jeng jeng jeeeennnng*
YOU FIGURE IT OUT. wahaha!!
sey sey sey yaaafoooooo....!!

today i lazy to blog so i just put up a video for you all to WATCH and LISTEN.
well one last thing to say before i go:
WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE!!!
APPRECIATE BLACK.

well cya...going out study. =)
take care everyone and enjoy your day.



Am I Making Things Worse? ; 11:16 AM







My Chemical Romance - Welcome To The Black Parade

This song really makes my BUTT feel like butt-banging...wahaha!!woohooo!!!


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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Well i just came back from my raya outing....which will be the only outing for me for now...it was quite fun and so called get alot of green packets from my cousins and relatives....hmm after soooo long i finally get to see MY KAK SHIDA..YEAH!!sooooo happy...*shaking my butt*..wahaha!!i mean really uh...she still da crazy and da fun cousin i used to noe...wooohhooo!!!then yeah after dat i went home....i only go to 2 house....hmm...but i am tired like hell uh now...

now im not that happy...i dont noe larh huh....haizz....its ok larh.DONT HAVE TO BOTHER ABOUT FARID HUH......
so since im not in a mood...dats all for today i guess....
silly girl...good nitez.Tiamo.
HAIZ.


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Monday, October 23, 2006

Hey in 1 hour time it will be HARI RAYA!!yeah!!=)
well to all my friends out there i would like to wish u all SELAMAT HARI RAYA
and i would like to ask for ur forgiveness if i say anything harsh,anything dat is hurtful to u all and for all da bad deeds dat i have done for the years...
FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART IM REALLY SORRY....
this goes out not only to my malay friends but to my non-malay friends too aight....

But i think i shall not celebrate hari raya dis year coz i still got my MAJOR EXAMS to focus on....No enjoying for now.i plan to go out only tml which usually a MUST den after tml i shall not go out for any raye outing...i want to study long hours till my O level ends...so yeah will be working hard till my BUTT burst..wahaha!!no larh crazy...i mean "CHIONG AHHHHHH"...haha
i have not been studying lately..i mean for how many days ready except for one day i studied scoial studies on the topic of Diplomacy and Deterrence....

hmm...i think dats it for today...EVERYONE PLEASE HAVE FUN,ENJOY YOURSELF AND BE HAPPY K... =) take care everyone....



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Saturday, October 21, 2006

Sadness.Confused.Accepting the fact.What izzit about??its all about tahirah who will be going on a Cambodia trip from 14 November till 24 November.Yeah maybe to you guys think.."only 10 days wat???"...
C'mon if u think about it again dat is quite long..Well im trying to think positve about it like..thinking its only for 10 days but not forever, keep saying to her dat its ok at least she will have fun and learn something valuable there but i know deep down i was just lying to myself..ITS NOT OK.
We actually have to disturb each other about "my father-in-law" and "bodyguard" just to forget about the trip and it is kinda to make ourself cheer up....but we know it wont cheer us up even a bit.Its sure a sad thing for me and for her but nothing we can do.
i mean its ok.i hope it is ok...i just hope time will fly very fast...
JUST WAIT FARID.

i really have no mood to blog today and today i was such a DUMB ASS.

Well i dont want to talk about it.Basically today was a very bad day for me.Got to study for my Malay later...ok alright everybody goodnitez and IF YOU DRINK DONT DRIVE...haha..haiz...lame. =l





Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:22 PM





Friday, October 20, 2006

Nickelback-Far Away

Enjoy.Haiz.


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 5:46 PM





Thursday, October 19, 2006

Ok today had O level science practical exams.I was sooo nervous especially for my physics practical.But it turn out that the paper was DO-ABLE...it was quite easy i mean do-able because i feel confident about it.so yeah i hope the marks worth my efforts.One paper down and MANY MANY MANY MORE to go....haha!!When we finished our practical we were happy as if it was our last O level paper....CRAZY!!but the feeling was good.

After that went to fetch tahirah from tuition..today she was in a rush coz she have to go buka with sheikha and suhaila and then go sembahyang trawih.Instead of her rushing it was me who rush because i really dont want her to be late to meet them and be late for buka....

Hmm..today she said sorry to me which i dont noe for what reason.well yesterday night she was different from her usual self...i feel something not right..i told myself that maybe i did something wrong or even if im not wrong i really THINK i deserved to be treated that way..i dont y...but yeah I IMPROVE AS A PERSON WHEN IM BEING TREATED BADLY so yeah i dont mind if she want to treat me badly... haiz.... it is sad for me but it is ok...im used to this when im with jean...but i just hope it wont be as bad..

Tahirah for wat ever reason...dont be sorry ok.im not angry or wat...and u got nothing to be sorry about alright...so yeah. =)

ok i think dats all.well tml got the buka outing which im not going....i dont feel like going ....haiz....
i think i shall go study with op tml....how bout it op??

FARID.IN.SADNESS.
CRAZY.FARID.STUPID.FARID.
JUST.SHUT.THE.FISH.UP.FARID.


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Wednesday, October 18, 2006

well today entry shall be a short one coz im sooooooo TIRED...i mean not as in dead tired but i just tired.get it??ok nvm..well today i went out to study at study room at about 3pm with isa,op,may and sheikha..suhaila never come coz "her hands sleep wrongly"....haha!!dat was wat sheikha say....but in formal english it means she sprain her hand while sleeping...so yeah..TAKE CARE SUHAILA... =)

ok back to study session.i really need to study outside away from my home..Y??because im addictive to my computer.i mean everytime i try to study at home i always have the urge to play with the comp..so yeah today i was a good boy, went out and study. But later at the study i studied just a bit..which is science practical and some theory...since tml is our O level science practical exams...HOW MUCH CAN U STUDY??FOR PRACTICAL??not much because it is just a bit of theory and more to observation and calculation....so i so-called did my studying today...

now im a very naughty boy coz im at the comp typing my entry which im not suppose to..IT IS AGAINST THE FARID'S LAW!!haiz...well we went home at 6pm and i reached home at 6.40pm...ok then after dat buka and all.
ok now i shall say something to that silly girl:
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE CAKE-LIKE-COOKIE!! =)
It is nice and im sure u noe wat to improve on right...

i actually let my family try the cake-like-cookie and my mum was asking me alot of qns...
Mum:Who make this "cake"?
Farid:My friend lah
Mum:A boy make cake??
Farid:No lah of coz....
Mum:Then??
Farid:A girl lah of coz....sheeeessshhh....
(then my mum and my dad started laughing)
Farid:Why u all laugh??
Mum:Wahh...like this the girl can become menantu ready....u go dating uh abang?
Farid:*shocked like hell*... Yeah right mama!! and of coz NO!!
Mum:*still laughing*...the "cake" is nice is just that she put alot of coffee powder coz it taste a bit bitter.
Farid:ohh ok.(walk alway with sacarstic look,haha!!)

i tell u my mum is sooooo into all those thinking...like to jump to comclusion...haha!!what can i do....well ok i think that all for today..
good luck everybody for tml science practical exams. and thank you once again u SILLY girl. =)

HAIZ......bye everyone.
anybody who got curve ruler...may i borrow it for one day??HAIZ.



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Sunday, October 15, 2006

All My Life

This song is especially goes out out to Silly.
Just want you to konw that it wont change abit even though im graduating k.
Dont worry too much.i will be right here aight. ILUSM!!


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 12:30 PM







Ok as i promise i shall do an attribute to my 4E/4Na/5N friends.....

To all my 4E friends,within a short period of time we are able to build strong bonds with each other.How i wish i get to know u all much sooner then we can have longer time having fun, joking around, studying together and others.The best thing about u guys is dat u helped to push me beyond my limit to work even harder for my Os...knowing u all is the luckiest thing that can happened....

To all my 5Na friends, it seems like da bonds between us cannot be broken due to the years we have spent time together in secondary school.We gone through ups and down together.The happiness and the sadness we share dat i wont forget.From the silliest things to the bad-est things we do, i know it will be memories to me.

To my 4Na friends, same as what i said to my 4E friends..we are able to build strong bonds with each other.I make new friends along the way whom i wish i could know them better and spending more time with them.is it time does not allow us to do dat or am i just blind that now i see u all just now??

So in all, i would like to say sorry for any wrong deeds,hurting anyone in any way or just anything which i consider as WRONG or BAD....a thousand apologies from me.Last but not least i would like to say thank you to ALL OF YOU no matter u noe me or not for making my secondary school life such a memorable one for me and u all shall be remembered!! =)

THANK YOU ONCE AGAIN AND GOOD LUCK IN THE FUTURE!!LOVE YOU ALL!! =)


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Saturday, October 14, 2006

One of my favourite bands....woohhoo!!
hmm..about da attribute i shall do it tomorrow.im so sad that is y i listen to kind of songs to release my sadness...enjoy!


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 11:05 PM







Unholy Confessions

My All time favourite....


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 11:04 PM







Avenged Sevenfold Live San Diego - M.I.A

Hey check out the Lead Guitarist.HE ROC' MAN!


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Friday, October 13, 2006

Well it is minutes away to 12 midnight which also means the day WE the graduating students of Bedok View Sec Sch will say our final farewell to the school where moments becomes memories to us.This is soooooo really sad. =( Forget about those people who have the mentality "EMO FUCK!!!"...this is what i shall say you guys who have this mentality.FISH YOU!!!!!. C'mon man..who doesnt have emotions in them??dont tell me ur not going to cry when ur mum die??PLEEEAASSEE!!Holding to ur guy pride huh?
hmm..well i wasnt refering to anyone but i just think dis kind of people are just acting "MAN" or "MACHO"....forget about them larh..

Ok back to Grad day tomorrow.Yeah like sheikha say...people are going to cry to tml..its sooo freaking sad.You noe wat??as im typing my entry now i feel like crying coz da song i put at my blog like link with situations now....its like I WONT SEE YOU TONIGHT....Well just have to wait and see wat will happen....haiz.
goodbye people....
tml entry will be attribute to my 4E/4NA & 5NA friends...so i hope you people would read tml entry...thanks.
IMU.


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Thursday, October 12, 2006

I really hate when i have the niat to go somewhere and then end up not going.FISH LARH!!i really wanted to go to Social studies remedial today but then stupid me,woke up late...can u beleive it??haiz...its ok larh.
Well yeah i decide to blog early because basically i got nothing to do.Hmm...i did not wake up for sahur today.Yeah,usually when the last few weeks of the fasting month i will COMFIRM never wake up for sahur.Its like a habit.

Well from just now i just finished downloaded the movie CLICK!!woohohoh!!
man..the show was really funny and the ending part of the movie was damn sad.
For those who have not watch it,U SHOULD GO WATCH IT!!haha!
Then after that i watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL..i think i watch the movie for 3 times ready and im not jelak watching it. I REALLY LOVES THE SONGS AND SEEING ZAC EFRON AND VANESSA ANNE HUDGENS SING!they look so compatible....

I want you to know
I've never had someone that knows me like you do
The way you do I've never had someone as good for me as you
No one like you
So lonely before, I've finally found,
What I've been looking for
(just love the phrase..)

well i should be going...seeing silly girl!!YEAH!!
bye everyone....take care aight.
oh yeah...HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY AMEERA!!=)
it was yesterday btw.....


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Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Well today consider our last day in Bedok View Sec Sch.....da very last time we have to go for morning assembly.It was so sad.Plus to makes the feelings worse,during the end of the English MOE talk...Miss Tan was giving us a speech.."firstly we the teachers in bedok view would like to wish u all,all the best for your O level exams and in the future when u go to different institutions,polytechnics and JC...but i hope u all will cherish the moment in the bedok view....and *blah blah blah*"

But i can tell u it touches our hearts and feel heavy hearted to leave which we are in for 4 or 5 years.I have to admit that tears was forming in my eyes ready but i hold back the tears.Not only was having the same reaction but suhaila,sheikah and isa too.The fact that we are graduating tattered our hearts.There's reasons for all our sadness.
As for me because:
1)Not being able to see my beloved friends.
2)The sweet & crazy moments i have in bedok view.
3)The bonds we have with our teachers.
4)I been there for the school from the old bedok view to New bedok view.
5)Have to part with my Bros and Lil Sis.
6)And not forgetting..TAHIRAH! Haiz..i dont noe how its going to be like without
her around.

It will be a total blow for us.Sheikha was complaining she's sad,she's sad....
understand understood.well yeah now just waiting for the faithful day to arrive.Then it will be GOODBYE i guess....

BIG HAIZZZZZZ......... =(

3 days to graduating day....


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Tuesday, October 10, 2006

Got an unimportant announcement to make:
FARID IS IN NO MOOD TODAY!!!!
SORRY.


4 more days to graduation day.HAIZ.
9 more days to O level science practical exams.ARGGH!
20 more days to malay O level exam.SUCKS!

take care every one....


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Monday, October 09, 2006

Everyday seems to be tiring for us now.Who do i mean "us"?basically those who studied non-stop,cracking our heads with qns and the intensive revision doing all sorts of exams paper...Well we can feel da pressure.During geography remedial i actually slept accidentally....yeah my eyes was like being torture to carry alot of weights till it cant carry anymore..Can u guys feel how tired i am??but what like da malay peribahasa say..."berat mata memandang,berat lagi bahu memikul"...haha!!which means only we ourself knows how tired we are...but other people cant do anything about it...well not only me who fell asleep..OP did fell asleep too...can see his eyes was SUPER red after waking up from the NAP..haha!!

hmm...i haven study yet but intend to study after dis which going to be in 25mins time...well going to sleep late again.Isa was kinda suprised to hear dat i sleep at 1am and woke at 4.30am for sahur...i mean 3hrs 30mins of sleep den u wake up to eat ur sahur,pray and go to school.....ITS MADNESS!!its ok larh...

hmm....just now went to fetch dat silly girl from tuition...den yeah walk the normal route...along the way she told about something which she knows im sooooooo going to disturb her....wahaha!!but i really wanna see how she look like when...haha!!nvm....den yeah by the time we reached bedok it was already 6.45pm..we drop at bedok stadium and walk to the market there...wanna know wat we ate for buka??tahirah ate CHOCOLATE and i ate BISCUITS....soooooo "full" right...send her home and i went home...

5 days to graduation day......
10 days to O level science practical exams.....
BRING IT ON........!!


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Sunday, October 08, 2006

Im feeling much better now...how can i not be?i had 3 days of rest which was enough for me.So yeah tml i shall go to school and i wont skip da last 3 days in school...i mean studying in school..after dat no more studying in bedok view....awaits for the graduation day which is on saturday, 14/10/06..part of me feel excited about it but other part of me feels somehow sad....well yeah...

hmm..today early in the morning im soooo into the mood to study so yeah i bath and all first and i studied maths all the way...wah..im soooo scared for my maths..i just dont have the confindent...hmm..nvm still got time...

ok from just now till i did nothing but on the comp..i think today i take a break from my studies...it will be only ONE day...let see...today nothing much happened coz i stay at home do my house chores,help my dad clean the house,help my mum go to masjid to take bubur and watch tv....damn boring today...

Tahirah..im soooooo going to disturb u using ur "best friend"......COCKROACH!!woohooo.... =)

you must be missing this person here right...so yeah i post it just for you...wahaha!!must thank me ok... =D

bye everyone.....


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Friday, October 06, 2006

hmm..today i did not go school....AGAIN!!but this time is not because i lazy to go to schoo...but im having fever...my temperature was high...so yeah actually i did WANT to go school but i really feel weak...so yeah i stayed at home da whole day...i want to go to humanities remedial but then op said dont have....

i dont noe y but even when im sick i really wanna study...maybe because of my bad results in prelim...and i scared i cannot go poly...studied alot of subjects today....hmm...geography,physics,chemistry and english....and i can say i feel really satisfied coz many things which i dont noe now i noe.....IT WAS ALL WORTH IT!!YEAY!! =) im still studying but im having my break so might as well blog...its seems now i can only blog during my break....haha!!

hmm...im still feeling feverish but 2 panadols will help...
well since i never go school today..so i can say nothing much happened...
shall end here....take care everyone!! =) take care farid...hahaha!!LAME!!!!


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Thursday, October 05, 2006

hmm...today i was sooo tired when i came to school...now everyday i sleep at 1am..why??INTENSIVE STUDYING LARH!!!arrggghhhh....it feels like there is no such thing as TIRED to me now....hmm..i just finished studying which is i think 4hours....well yeah i m now doing nothing uh....i guess i will sleep at 12am tonight...which is in 10mins time....

hmm..let seeeeeeee wat happened in sch...oh yeah i noe my english result and it was like $%$#%#^#^....u noe i mean...well its ok...i really wanna score for my actual O level...so yeah..i noe i can do it if i WORK and STUDY really hard....kk back to school....its kinda boring....just going through of mock exams papers..dats all...then after school went to ask mrs K.TT some chemistry qns...den after dat study with suhaila...she teach me VECTORS and SHEAR...hmm.well quite understand the topic...i just need PRACTICE...Suhaila and Sheikha thanks for teaching me aight... =)

after studying...went to kembangan to fetch tahirah from tuition....hmm..i was really tired so i didnt talk much....to tahirah,i just wanna say sorry if i like not talking much just now...like i said i was really tired...sorry.=)
hmm...i reached home late for buka..but nvm...so yeah...dats all i think for today...
get graduation invitation card....it feels....haiz...

Zac Efron


Paul Twohill

well those two have one of my dream hair.... =)
Bye people i wanna sleep....


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 11:50 PM





Wednesday, October 04, 2006

hey today i didnt go to school coz i was really tired like to the CORE man...i studied until 1am....mr shah gave us a lecture yesterday say u got to go all the way and u have to do at least 6 hours of studying....his lecture somehow inspire me...its times i put my bad results for prelims and learn from mistakes..and i must study more in depth!!!so yeah...well got alot people who is pushing me to work harder....im very thankful for dat...well keep on pushing me... =)

i thought of changing my font color for all my entry but i lazy uh..so yeah no...and ya i change my blogsking...woooohooo!!!its GOTHIC-my black past!!i soooo in love with this skin...but its kinda fake dat i have a black past..so its got nothing to do with black past uh...and i actually got another skin which i save it in my comp..i shall change to dat when i feel like it larh...

hmm..today since i neva go sch..i miss out alot of things....everyone knows their english,geog and maths result.....but i noe my geog marks....25/50..im always getting a border line results uh..with dis result...i FAIL my Combined Humanities..haiz..nvm like i say..prelims put aside and learn from it....well thats it for today...


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:16 PM





Tuesday, October 03, 2006

hey hey...haiz...firstly i shall tell the whole world about my "fantastic" result...hmm...social studies->22/50,physics->49/100,chemistry->56.5/100,maths paper1->41/80......so how do u guys think about my result..??"FANTASTIC" isnt it..??yeah i noe...haiz....but if i keep it up with my pace now..i surely wont make it into poly....but like i said to sheikha...i shall not give up till my O's is done....i shall push myself more...and i noe dat sheikha,may,suhaila,tahirah and myself for me to able to push myself more thna my limit.....well yeah!!im going to do wat mr shah told us to do.....

hmm..just now fetch dat silly girl from her tuition...she ended at 5.30pm and came at mrt station at 6pm...wahaha..den yeah like usual we would walk da normal route...which took about us about 30mins...den by then...its was going to buka...den yeah we took bus no. 31...instead of droping at the sch bus stop we drop at the stadium there...we walked to the market and guess wat??tahirah blanja me buka sey...wahhh...i mean i got money uh to buy food buy she insist..so degil tahirah..haha!!she bought me 3 big jemput-jemput,2 popiah and a big epok-epok....man it is alot uh...
tahirah..i swear im gonna pay u back...... =) But THANK YOU!! =)

hmm..from now on...i will be studying from 10pm till 1am....so yeah people if u wanna holla me...please holla me before 10pm alright...if not after dat i will not entertain..unless it is my study member...haha!!
well yeah going to study soon...byez....
good luck to everyone who are taking N level...


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:08 PM





Monday, October 02, 2006

I GOT MY NEW COMPUTER READY!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!! =)
BUT I WILL BE MORE HAPPY WITH MAKCIK STRAWBERRY!!! YEAH!!! =D


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 10:34 PM