& i am.

[Muhd Farid]
-Wasted Youths.
-Messed Hair.
MERCU Private Sch.
29 April 1989.
Taurus.
Loved Tahirah
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& my friends.

ADILIN
AISYAH
ATIKAH
AYIEEN
CLARABELLE
ELISA
FARADELLA
HUIFEN
HUIYI
IVAN
IYLIEE
KAK SHIDA
KAREN
RABIATUL
SAMIRAH
SERENA
SHAZWANI
SHEIKHA
SYAZANA
TAHIRAH
XINROU
ZAFIRAH
ZAKI
ZULAIHA[baby]




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Saturday, December 30, 2006

I guees the words has spoken.
No more questioning.
Cause i sense her feelings is so TRUE.
No more doubts for now.
=)
Its time to really do my best in this relationship.
Im being assured.

Well basically im going off to work very soon.
yeah.
Will back after 11pm.
In the morning, went for a jog with my friends.
Came back at 10.30am.
Straight away go to sleep without bathing.
Ok i think thats all for now.

Hey hey girl,
U take care aight.
Trust me you're a good gf.
=))
And im much more happier when im with u alright....
I LOVE U SO MUCH!!!!
<3
Farid would like to say this to you:

Trust me.=))



Am I Making Things Worse? ; 11:32 AM





Friday, December 29, 2006

http://missnanagoal.blogs.friendster.com/ladyquest/2006/12/touching_almost.html

Ok GUYS, go read this if you have someone u really love.

I guess im the who is not worth her love.
Haiz.


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 8:15 PM







Alright people,
Basically i got a job ready.
Will be working at haagen dasz Vivo City.
Part of me say "YEAH!" but other part of me seems in delimma.
Why??
Well now i just have to divide my time for my work and Tahirah
It seems difficult for me.
Cause work starts 9am till 5pm(morning shift) and 3pm till 11pm(night shift),
In either way its like impossible for me to meet her after sch.
Or even after her tuition.unless she will wait for me if i finish at 5pm.
I dont noe la.
I want to work but at the same time i want to be there for her.
Now i somehow have the feelings that....
She will not.....
HAIZ.
I shall not say.
Just need some adjustments to my life.

Sad la.
Well will working tml,
3pm till 11pm.

Take care aight Tahirah.
No matter what i love you k.
haiz.
even if u dont.

Bye.


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 6:28 PM







Went out with Luthfi and his brother at 5pm.
Basically we got a recommendation by his brother's gf,
to apply a job at the cinema at The Cathay.
We did go.
Cab-ed there which took us about half an hour to get there.
Total cost: $11.50 plus ERP charges.
WTF!
ERP charges is $2 la can!!!
I can buy mcflurry with that.
URGH!
Fine.WHATEVER!
At The Cathay, filled in the forms.
Soon had an interview by the manager.
Its a can do thing i must say.

Then guess what???
We got to watch erogon for FREE!!
yes FREE!
HAHA!
Thanks to op brothers' gf.
Since she's working there, she gave us free tickets.
Cool?
Yeah!Plus she gave us a free coupon which could get us a........
2 standard size coke, 1 bag of yummy pop corns & jumbo hot dog!!
WOOHO!!
Merry Xmas to me!
HAHA!
Well the movie was kinda good.
But we had to miss 20 minutes of the show
since we had an interview to do plus the waiting time for the manager to APPEAR.
After that, walked to plaza singapura with op.
Then went to TM for a late dinner at LJS.
Then then.....
We went home.
It was fun.

Now its 2am,
and i have not yet asleep.
Im disturbed by certain things.
I could feel somehow, im so different today.
Not with those thinking again???
I guess im thinking too much again.
-haiz-
Ok shall keep it to myself.
HUUUSSHH FARID.
Hmm...
Its seems most of my are having a MAJOR emotions running through them.
Which includes me.
And i can tell, its not good...its not good.
Fine.
Shall go sleep now.
Night night world.


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 1:50 AM





Thursday, December 28, 2006

Yesterday, internet service SUCKS to the core.
In the morning cant sign in to msn and cant surf the net.
WTF!
Yes, i have to agree with ivan.
Waiting for the webpage to be uploaded seems to multiply by 6634698649047 times.
Computer with no internet is indeed BOREDOM.
Well got games to play but still it wont make things better.
So annoyed by it that i felt restless and wanting to go out.
But but didnt go out.
Haiz.

Well today i can see improvements to the internet service.
But waiting time for the webpage to be uploaded is still an issue.
I mean BIG issue.
Can have a short nap la dey..
URGH!
Now im just basically doing nothing,
Except for blasting my speaker with SLOW songs.
haha!
Yup, SLOW.
This kind of weather with slow songs can make drool in my sleep.
woooo....
I dont intend to sleep though.
=))

Anyone wanna watch movie today??
Play soccer??
Anything......
But not something nonsense can.
PLEASE text me.
I really want to spent my time out.
Cant stand rotting at home.

Well yeah, thats it.
Wanna bath.
AHAHA!
ok look at the time.
At this i still have not yet bath.
"COOL" huh.
Ok doodle.



Am I Making Things Worse? ; 12:34 PM





Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Haiz.
Tml outing cancelled.
Wasted youths take note aight.
K now im sad.
Not because of the outing is cancel.
Ok take care world,


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:06 PM







Guess what people??
I bought the necklace that i wanted.
WOOHOO!!!!
So nice. =))
Actually wanted to buy only the letter L.
But couldnt, have to buy the whole thing.
Wanna see wanna see??
Dont want??
Too bad!!
My blog, so i shall post it here.
=))


At long last ITS MINE!!! Wahaha!!

Ok nothing much to blog about.
I cant wait for tml outing.
With WASTED YOUTH!!!
Whats more, i cant wait to watch NIGHT IN THE MUSUEM!!
YAY!
alright bye people.


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 6:17 PM





Monday, December 25, 2006

WOOHOO!!
Im so excited now.
I downloaded this software which rip off picture from anywhere.
I tell you the software ROC' la.
Since i am damn bored,
I rip off alot of pictures.
Mostly the cast of Death Note.
Thats why im sooo excited to post it in here.
L.
Man, i want his looks so bad.
wahaha!
Sounds desperate huh.
Ok i shall post the pictures now.


Ok as u can see, the links is all there.
HAHA, i rip it off from the website.
=))


KIRA L.


YAGAMI LIGHT A.K.A KIRA.


KIRA again.

L.

Its L. again.

Thats all. =))



Am I Making Things Worse? ; 11:29 PM







One word, BORED!
Yes thats it.
Had few hours of sleep just now.
Woke up and have a cooling bath.
Today nothing much happened.
Even though it is christmas,
This butt of mine does not have the mood to spent time out.
Rather stay at home and rot.
Have the urge to go out,
But didnt go out anyway.

So now im doing nothing.
I mean NOTHING.
Sian la.
Ok since i dont have much to blog,
i shall end here.

Well i missing her right now.
But she's coming back tomorrow.
YAY! =))
Come back quick!!!
haha!

Ok everybody,
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!
=D


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:08 PM





Sunday, December 24, 2006

Does the "ABC" rule of NCC applies to relationship??
But somehow it does to me.
Cause i shall NOT A(can anybody tell me what A stands for.),Bargain & Complain.
If i do i know it will just make things worse.
So the solution.....
Accept the way it is.
=)
Hey girl i read your today entry,
And somehow i think you're wrong.
Cause you did do your part aight.
Even you have not, there is still other time.
Right??
Yes i deserved someone better...
That someone is YOU.
Dont worry alright.
The things that you wanted to do is been done without you realising it.
=))

Oh this girl going KL today.
I mean tonight.
-Haiz-
But its alright since its only for few days.
Im just worried.
Since Malaysian had been in the headline news about major flood.
-Sheeeessshhh-
Im so scared.
Pray really hard that she will go and come home safely.
And i hope she will somehow call or text me before she head for KL.
Please......??Can??
Ok i shall start waiting now.
Actually being waiting since morning ready.
She will be back on Tuesday.

Alright.
Nothing much happened.
Will update later IF i can.

Hey CICAK GIRL,
yeah will miss you too aight.=)
You take care alright.
Dont forget to bring boya alright.
Wo ai ni. =)


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 4:57 PM





Saturday, December 23, 2006

Ok my plan was to go my cousin bbq.
But in the end did not go.
Instead spent my time out with huifen.
Since she want to find a christmas present for SOMEONE!
And also she wanted to watch movie.
So yeah, first thought was the.....wat WEB movie,
on second thoughts was Death Note 2(Sneak preview)
So went on with the second thoughts.
DEATH NOTE 2.
WOOHOO!
Hey i think u all should watch this AWESOME movie man...
You will regret not watching it.
So damn good.
Im inspired by this person in the movie.
His name: L.
He is SOOOOOOOOO FUNNY!!!!!!!!!
He cant stop eating for godness sake.
And i just love the way he look.
SO COOL.
=)))



KIRA


L.


L.KIRA.SECOND KIRA.

Ok people do u think im being inspired by the right guy??
I bet 95% of you wont agree after watching the movie.
But who cares.
HAHA!

Hey huifen is so nice la...
She's going to buy me a christmas gift.
She's going to buy me this something like army tag,
but the metal is not the normal square shape.
The shape is the name of L.
So nice!!!!
=))
k something like this.....

nice right???
Ok thats it for tonight.
Take care everybody.



Am I Making Things Worse? ; 11:13 PM







Naruto Episode 186

Hey guys check this out.THIS EPISODE OF NARUTO IS DAMN FUNNY!!!


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 1:36 PM







All right people,
I have change my blogskin.
Like DUH~.
But only POTEK people cant see..
Like...*cough cough*.
HAHA!
Ok now im basically naruto-ing.
Man..now im thinking of taking up japanese lesson.
WAHAHA!
-BAKA!-

Well today there's going to be a BBQ.
With my cousins and all.
My second gf said she dont think she cant come.
-SIGH- =(((
I sooooo want her to come...
PLEASE?
Her reason that she cant come is...
She have a night-duty shift...
Damn you who put her in night duty shift!!
-HAIZ-
Well thinking of asking that someone along.
But not too sure.

Hey guess what??
My mum has given me the green light to buy a 3G phone
after my contract end which should be around June or July next year.
Woohoo!!
Im so going to look forward to it.
YEAH!

Well will update again later.
A B****** deserved to be B******.


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 12:01 PM







Chris Brown - Say Goodbye

"Say Goodbye"

Look we gotta talk
Dang I know
I know it's just
It's just...
Some things I gotta get of my chest alright....
Yeahhhh...
Whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, oh, whoa...
Listen..

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye

But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Girl I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

[Hook]
How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye

But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh [4x]
Do you hear me crying?
Oh, oh, oh [4x]

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

[Chorus]
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need (oh)
There's never a right time to say goodbye

But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye.

[Will history going to repeat itself?]


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:19 AM





Friday, December 22, 2006

There was no occasion.
No special event happening in Singapore.
But somehow, this tahirah girl want to treat to meal.
Or if not a meal, a treat to something that i want.
Her reason...
I helped her in getting an A2 for her combined science.
At first, yeah i rejected it cause i teach her ikhlas-ly.
But after her pityful persuade, i heavy-heartedly accepted it.
So meet her after friday prayer at tampines int.
Supposed to eat at SAKURA or SWENSENS.
But change of plans due to certain reasons.
Ok we ate at PIZZA HUT.
As for me, AGAIN!
=)
Ok dont want to talk about it so much.
After which we went to walk around at IKEA and COURTS MEGASTORE.
I was one "confident" guy out there as if i know the way,
But turn out to be a nightmare.
-SHEESH-
So after hours of walking, finally went back.
To pasir ris THEN tampines
WTF!
Stupid shuttle bus plus the driver.
Sent her home.
I went home.
Today was very fun!
Lots of laughter and smiles.
=)))

Ok talking about laughter and smiles.
This is my personal thoughts,
its supposed to be personal but i dont mind sharing.
It wont be that DETAIL though.
After seeing her with so much laughter and smiles.
I guess that is the REAL purpose im in her life.
To think about it, waiting to be acknowledge as an important person...
It is kinda stupid of me cause..
firstly that will NOT happen....
secondly to me this already like a job...so im just sticking to the REAL purpose.
I dont mind to do it for someone who is important to me.
Happiness.Joy.Laughter.
I want to her with that.
=))
-Haiz-
Well yeah...
I dont even mind if that "thing" were to happen again.
It will be hurtful, but dont mind bout it.
Cause i deserve to be *******.
Im just sticking to my purpose.


THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE BIG TREAT!!
=))))
REMEMBER ON THE 12O1O7 WILL BE MY TURN.
BLUEK!=P
STAY HAPPY GIRL!!
=D.





Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:28 PM





Thursday, December 21, 2006

Somehow i feel im not being acknowledge.
It feels that you're ashame.
Or any other reasons.
K whatever larh.
Out.


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 4:48 PM





Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Had two plans for today.
First was an outing with my friends.
Which need "capital".
Second was to meet Tahirah after her tuition.
But im not too sure of carrying on with the first plan.
Cause basically i am DAMN broke.
But after a persuasive attempt by syazana.
I did go out with my friends.
Thanks to my bro isa, he paid for my movie tickets and pizza hut meal.
Im so going to pay back.
We watched CINDERELLA.
Well it was kinda OK.
To rate it i shall give the movie 3.5 out of 5.
The movie is very confusing.
After which had a meal at pizza hut.
Student meal thought.

By then it was 4.45pm.
So i went off.
I was rushing cause im supposed to meet Tahirah at 5pm.
So yeah, then reached at kembangan control station at 5.05pm.
She wasnt there.
HAHA!
Then soon she came.
Walked the normal route.
3/4 of our conversation was rubbish but funny.
At this point, i said i wanted to find an insect.
Tahirah of coz didnt allow me to, haha!
But still i was searching for an insect at this plant.
Suddenly she bump into me and i hit the plant.
Then i heard movement.
Guess what was it??
A small lizard, the size of a stretch rubber band.
HAHA!!
Tahirah quickly pull me away.
So funny! =)
I wanted to catch only a small insect but she caught a LIZARD.
OMG.
My gf is a good at sensing lizard presence.
Wahaha!
BEWARE PEOPLE!
Take 31 back to her place.
Sent her home and i went home.
So yeah thats it for today.
Ok now im feeling feverish.
DAMN!
Im SURE to get sick really soon.
Take care people.
=))



Am I Making Things Worse? ; 7:55 PM





Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Firstly woke up early in the morning.
Didnt plan to wake up early but yeah i did.
Almost everyday.
Then supposed to meet suhaila at 12.30pm,
but end up meeting her at 1pm.
We went to apply for a job at SAKURA downtown east.
After which we went to Tampines.
Thinking of applying job at IKEA or COURTS,
but then did not.
Then somehow suddenly we have the urge to watch movie.
I got only 4 bucks.
haha!
She still want to watch it.
So yeah she borrowed me $3 more.
Btw we watch DEJA VU.
After buying tix, suhaila have her lunch while i skip mine.
Our movie start at 4.05pm...
so we slacked around till we are late for the movie.
We enter the cinema at 4.40pm...
"FAST" huh??
haha!
So yeah....hey u guys should watch it.
Cause the story line is very interesting and the technology they used is just IMPRESSIVE!!!!
GO WATCH!!
Then after that went home.
Go our separate ways.
Suhaila took 67 while i took 72 home.
Ok thats it.
=)) ILU.


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 10:21 PM







ITS TIME TO PROVE I CAN STOP THINKING ABOUT ALL THOSE THINGS.
I MEAN THINKING NEGATIVELY DOES NOT DO ME ANY GOOD.
IT EVEN AFFECTS PEOPLE.
ALL THIS HAS SHOWN SINCE THE PAST FEW DAYS.
SO I NEED TO STOP THINKING NONSENSE.
TAHIRAH, I CAN!
*gai-sensei trademark smile*
FOR THE SAKE OF MY FRIENDS AND YOU, I WILL.
NO MATTER WHAT, THOSE THINKING ENDS HERE!

hey there tahirah who have bantal busuk who have a cacat fringe,
HAHA!
hope you're feeling fine.
please be...
And and...................
i hate you the opposite.
=)) , <3
take care girl.


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 7:46 AM





Monday, December 18, 2006

Michael Buble' - HOME

Artist: Michael Buble
Song: Home

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home



Am I Making Things Worse? ; 6:06 PM







Im very bored right now.
Plus im feeling not too good now.
-HAIZ-
Today i shall not bother people.
Im scared that it might get people affected.
I noe i am very troublesome especially with my fcuking thoughts.
Really hate myself for having stupid thoughts.
So i dont want to bother people today including her.
I might just spoil her day and her happiness.
Keep everything to myself is not the best choice but i guess it is the best choice for now.
To her, dont worry about me and dont bother alright.
I will be alright even if im not.
Dont have to tell me, i somehow feel im a burden to you.
You will ok right?
im sure you do. =)
Take care aight.
ILU even if u dont.
Im sorry for everything.


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 4:38 PM







CONGRATULATIONS TAHIRAH!
YOU HAVE ACHIEVED WHAT YOU WANTED TO ACHIEVE.
SO GLAD TO HEAR YOU'RE HAPPY.
TAKE CARE.


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 2:43 PM







I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY ABOUT MYSELF READY!
FCUKING FARID WITH ALL THOSE FCUKING THOUGHTS!
WHY I HAVE TO BE THIS WAY WHEN EVERYTHING IS FINE??!!
CANT YOU LEAVE ME ALONE YOU FCUKING THOUGHTS??!
JUST GO AWAY!!!!
THANKS TO YOU I'VE HURT SOMEONE WHO IS IMPORTANT TO ME!
HOW I WISH I DONT HAVE TO BE THIS WAY.


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 1:22 AM





Sunday, December 17, 2006

Yesterday night felt so different.
How different...
Very.
Its like no more insecure feelings.
And since when im sooooo into her.
AHAHA!
=))
My second girlfriend had been my advisor all this while.
I shoud really thank her.
She will say certain things that makes me open my mind and realized things which i usually took those words so easily.
[It takes times to build up trust once again.]
[It is much easier to forgive than to forget.]
But after last night, i can say im slowly building up the trust in her,
And im slowly to forget everything.eventhough i kinow it may take sometime.
So afterall i feel better now.
YAY! =)

Wake up at "11am" today.
Wonder why there is " "??
Haha!
Because someone may get bored of hearing the same time i woke up.
So yeah.
Eat my late breakfast at 12pm.
Then did my house chores.
After which im here, on the computer, NARUTO-ING.
=))
Later im going to sheikha chalet with isa.
I wonder if Tahirah's going??
Hmm....
She is so nervous about her result tml.
I possibly cant stop her from worrying right.
It natural human reactions.

*TO ALL N LEVEL STUDENTS GETTING THEIR RESULTS TML, ALL THE BEST AND GOOD LUCK!!*
=))

Ok alright.
Thats all for now.
Shall blog again once i return from sheikha chalet.
IF im not tired if that is.
So have a nice day everyone.
=)



Am I Making Things Worse? ; 1:39 PM





Saturday, December 16, 2006

151206

Had our class BBQ.
Meet isa at 3.30pm and then his dad sent us there.
The unexpected, it was raining heavily.
-DAMN-
But then it was ok after we arrived.
The first task we did when we put our foot at the BBQ pit,
Make water bombs.Order by the girls.
Girls and their order can be a nuisense at times.
AHAHA!
No offence.
But at least we did what they asked us to do.
Two full trays of waterbombs.
The next task was a torture.
Starting the fire.
Who ever said this saying "Easier said than done",
I think people are living up to his/her words.
Guess how long it took us to start a fire??
Not few minutes but 2 bloody hours.
All thanks to Eden, ncc experience may helped him.
Being a ncc for 4 years in secondary sch myself,
by the looks of it Isa and me our ncc years were outnumbered.
The finally there's food to eat.
Ate alot actually.
"BOOST BABAT!!"
So yeah, after that we went soaking in the sea.
NETTY, HAZWANI, SYAZANA & ISA had been force to soaked.
Sabotaging plus tag teams caused it.
haha..
But it doesnt work for me, cause no matter what do, they just cant get me into the water.
Syazana pulled my shirt off which makes me half naked.
Nandini was tiny winnie close to catch me.
All their effort was gone to waste.
Farid left with a dry body.haha!
Went for a bath later and then after that we had a juice drinking session among ourself.
Syazana was pretending to be high on beer.
Stupid look on her face.
Then cab home with her since we are Tampinesian.
Reached home and called bantal basi girl. =)

Ok as for today, went out early morning.
Went for a job application at meridian hotel.
Meet with salehin, irfan, hafizzudin and isa inside mrt.
It was fun.
I think we all comfirm got the job ready is just that it is not a everday work.
Where there is functions then they called us.
We even have to deal with certain things which are against our religion.
But i guess its ok.
One of the staff there is very friendly.
She was looking at our photos at our ICs and compare it.
HAHA!
Each of us get an hilarious comments.
As for me, she asked me to cut my hair cause my is....
LONG! DUH~
-SHUTS-
Looks like its going to be the end of my hair.
Man...i actually measure my fringe and guess how long is it??
its 13 cm ok.
So heavy hearted to cut it.
Ok reached home at 2++pm, then went to sleep.
Woke up, eat my early dinner and watched tv throughout.
Now im here.

I really need to stop all this thinking.
I know this is kinda random i say this.
But keep thinking about many things when im not supposed to.
i just dont know why there is insecure-ness in me.
-HAIZ-
I really feel like cursing myself.
WHAT IS IT THAT I WANT??????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-SIGH-
Dont bother la.
Girl, take care aight.
<3


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 8:16 PM





Friday, December 15, 2006

I just dont understand why i cant blame myself for being such a unrealiable and b*****d friend.
When it seems to be my fault for not telling the others which im supposed to,
After all it could prevent my dear friend from being so upset.
-HAIZ-
Feeling so bad about all this in addition i WAS thinking about certain things which im not supposed to.
But i did.
TERRIBLE FEELING.
Its like adding salt to the wound.
Man.....*mindnever*, *ok its*,.
Guess what?
Yesterday night did not go jog.
Feel affected by everything till i got no mood.


Pressurize.


Main focus: ICE-CREAM.


Gonna Love It.


Three Creamo.


You Guys Want Some?


Hey you there....


Farid wears a cap before his hair "capsize".


We are the BROTHERS. =)

Well soon going out to friday prayer.
Then i think head down to isa's house to carry the stuff we have bought.
Either cab there or take bus.
Most probably cab there.
Going for a class BBQ at ECP.
So everybody, have a nice day to you all,
Take care aight.
To someone, i still feel sorry.really sorry.
Hope you're fine.
Lets go out sometime,i really wanna cheer u and sheikha up.
=)
*harihat*, LOL
ILU. =))


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 11:20 AM





Thursday, December 14, 2006

Just came back from TM.
Went there alone though.
Basically went there to eat at LJS.
But before that ate Chocolate Waffle.
After the Combo 1 meal plus coslaw(is thats the correct spelling?),
Went to minitoons, and ate tonnes of mushy mushy marshmellows.
AHAHA!
I dont noe why but i just wanna eat and eat.
Boost my babat.
Tahirah had been "complaining" to me for me to eat more.
She's trying to lose weight which i think she dont have too.
haha!
While i try to gain weight.
After i plan to go jog.
Alone.Again.
Lets see if i really going to go jog.
Before i went out for LJS, i had been naruto-ing almost 3/4 of my day.
Addicted to it ready.
Just cant stop watching it.
Well now i shall post the main character of team seven,

NARUTO-KUN


SASUKE-KUN.


SAKURA CHAN


KAKASHI SENSEI.

But in the anime Naruto, there this character im obsess with.
The name:GAARA.
I just like the look on his face.
Damn cool, to me.


GAARA.


Its still Gaara.


More of him.

Today i get a scolding from one of my true friend.
-HAIZ-
I feel so damn bad for her that it hurts me.
That moment i was really trying to think of something to cheer her up,
But i can sense her anger,sadness and disappointment till i dare not say anything.
Hey girl, im really so sorry for what i did ok.
Really sincerely sorry.
I totally dont mean it.
And dont blame the rest, put the blame on me alright.
sorry.
Hope you're fine.


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 7:02 PM







I guess from now on i shall just blog at random time.
So dont be suprise if there is more than one entry for the day.
Wake up at 8am.
At first thought i wanna go help my grandmother at Geylang Market.
On second thoughts,i wanna go for soccer training.
Cause i wanna be active today rather than being a heavy-butt guy.
But im not sure if the training is still on.

Yesterday went out with my classmates together with Miss Teddybear.
LOL.
Miss Farhanah of coz.
We went to buy e everything that is needed for our class BBQ on the 151206.
So yeah meet up with isa and op.
Then meet up with with Nandini, Syazana, Netty & Hazwani.
Went to Bedok North *sing song*.Roughly u noe what is the place right.
So yeah, went to the up level and bought a lot of stuff.
4 packets of Marshmellow, 3 tins of Potato Chips, 2 bottle of drink-able juice which looks like a wine and more was not on miss farhanah shopping list,
But yet we went to buy them.
We have spending power!!
After the whole thing, decide to put the stuff at isa's house.
Miss Farhanah gave us $10 for taxi money.
But clever us, we save the money for our own use and take bus instead.
AHAHA!!
Miss Farhanah knows about it.She dont mind.

After which, our plan was to eat pizza at pizza hut.
Called huifen to ask if she knows any pizza hut outlet outside east area.
So yeah, Plaza Singapura next destination.
Isa and me was craving for pizza and student meal was our choice
since we are quite broke.
But then disappointment.
The student meal is only available at lunch time.
*showing the mama sign*
Man....So disappointed.
Then KFC was our choice of makan place.
In a way it will be beneficial for me to boost my babat.
Im REALLY lacking of that.
Portable piano at sale!!!AHAHA!!
Then we did something which im sure will make Sheikha jealous.
WE BOUGHT ICE-CREAM!!!!
woohoo!!
It was leg licking good. =)
Walked to Orchard Road.
Take bus 14 home......

Now im still considering my thought.
Should i go for soccer training..??
*Confused*
Ok thats all for now.

Hey Tahirah,
If you're reading this, dont mind removing those words at the end of every entry of your??
I have no right to tell you this since its your blog,
But like i say, you are not what you think you are.
You are TAHIRAH.
Take care aight girl. =)
Have a nice day.
ILU. =)))




Am I Making Things Worse? ; 8:57 AM





Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Basically this is all the picture taken yesterday night....


Wats up with him???


We are just GONG GONG!!


Not meant to be Boyband.


Reunion.


All Smiles. =)


Did i saw something up there??


Basically US.


HEY YOU STINKS!!!


There's the GONG GONG crew again.


DONT look into Farid's eyes.Nightmare.


All rise for............WASTED YOUTH!
Except for one.haha!!

*[Yesterday will the day to be remembered]*
=[121206]=


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 10:38 PM







Yesterday was HELL OF FUN!
WOOHOO!
Those who were in the *GONG GONG* company should noe.
Firstly, me and isa meet up to got to suhaila CLT POP.
So yeah, meet him at 5.15pm.
At first my plan was to go alone but then since sheikha has been pestering him
to go so might as well i go with him.
Went there by train.
We were still early, so we decided to drop at city hall and kill time there.
We purposely missed 3 trains before aboarding the fourth train.
SO LAME RIGHT.what to do.
Reached Yio Chu Kang at 6.20pm.
And we were supposed to reached there by 6.30pm.
-SHUT-.
We WAS a "star karat" for a day.
Arrived at the place at 6.40pm.
Struggling to find both Sheikha and Tahirah.
Cause both of us insist not to call them but text them instead.
Well isa finally did call sheikha.
AHAH!
Sit quite a distance away from them.
Passing Out Parade started by then.
Man, I feel DAMN proud of suhaila.
U GO GIRL!!!!!
then -blah blah blah-, after the parade sheikha wanted to go.
Meet them near the enterance and guess who i saw,
IVAN and JEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHAHA!!
woohoo!!
First thing i do was a smack on ivan's butt!
AHHA!!
Went to eat after that.
Jean did nto follow though.
We went Simpang Bedok to eat.

Ivan was damn crazy i tell.
He was comentting on the food name.
For example the name of the food is GONG GONG, LALA and so on.
HAHA!!
Me and Isa ate this meal, something CHOP.
Then we became a laughing stock.
Why?
Cause our lips were all red!!
Especially Sheikha and Rabiatul cant stop laughing at us.
Imagine what will our mum asked if we went home with our red lips.
Its like "Which girl did you kissed??!!"
After eating, home was our next destination.
But since Tahirah knows a fastest way to walk to the Tanah Merah station,
So yeah we walked there.
Then Ivan had this idea of taking picture like Wasted Youth.
For all we know it, we all started taking photos.
I mean LOTS OF THEM!
ahaha!!
All pass the Wasted Youth look, but not sheikha.
ahahah!!
She keep laughing and smilling which makes her not Wasted Youth.
WORK ON IT SHEIKHA! =)
Then Ivan wanted take a picture which looks like he kena accident.
The first try was not bad but the second one was FUNNY.
Ivan was lying down flat on the road face down.
Then Riabtul and me ran.leaving him alone.
HAHAHA!!!
man!!so bad of us la.
Rabiatul said something which was VERY FUNNY and quite true.
"This is a HIT-AND-RUN ACCIDENT!"
haha!!i cant laughing man.
Then we continue walking to this playground and take somemore wasted youth photos.
Walk and walk, Ivan went home by train.
The rest of us walked till at BVSS there.
Then we went our separate ways.
Send Tahirah home.

[I did what i need to do.Its a tough choice.If its the right thing, dont make me regret.]
Hey the girl with bantal basi, take care aight. =)


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 10:16 AM





Monday, December 11, 2006

Usah Lepaskan-Taufik Batisah

TAUFIK BATISAH - USAH LEPASKAN

Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibir mu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu
Sebegitu
Pudarkah sudah cinta yang ku beri
Berwarna warni segala
Yang dijanjikan ia

[Chorus:]
Usah biarku bersendirian
Usah biar hati mu ditawan
Usah biar diri ku di sini
Seorang menunggu tanpa teman

Usah lepas genggaman tangan mu
Usah biar semua berlalu
Usah terlupa perasaan hati
Pertama kali kita bertemu

Usah Lepaskan

[Bridge:]
Tak mudah ku melupa segala yang terlalu
Ku ingin selalu bersama mu

[Chorus:]

Ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
Engkau dan dia harus bersama
Mendungnya langit bila berkata
Kita patutnya masih bercinta

Usah lepaskan
Usah lepaskan

Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibir mu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu
Sebegitu

*[Look at Taufik,reminds me of someone and i feel like letting go.She should have choose him instead cause he is better.]*


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 8:11 PM







Never intend to think about it.
Wasnt my plan to think about it,
But
After listening to this song, Usah Lepaskan-Taufik Batisah
In english it means Dont Let Go, i guess.
Everything just seems to reappear in my mind.
Even my kind of songs cant stop me from thinking.
-SHUTS-
Can say im a bisu person for a day.
Didnt talk much.
Except for a chat by sms-es.
Wanna know how am i feeling?
Well here some English description,
-Down cast eyes
-Frown face
-Mixed feelings
Im sure basically u will noe how i feel,
Man,
Im feel im lying to myself.
Hey hey ok enough.
Should keep it to myself.

Ok basically i did nothing but slacked.
Was rotting till houseflies from Tahirah BANTAL BUSUK
Attracted to me.
AHAHA!
No offence aight. =)
But i did go out today.
To polyclinic.
Not taking blood test or drug test or wat.
But just to help my mom take her medicine.
It was fast though, didnt take much time.
Went home and watched POWER RANGERS!!!!
LOL.
Man, it has been ages since i watched them.
While watching them, suddenly i accidentally went to a place bigger than VIVO CITY.
Haha!
Where?
Dream Land of coz!!!
Yeah i fell asleep.
Slept for 3 wasting hours.
And its mahgrib already.
First thing i do is to eat my dinner.
After that.............................................................
Here i am!!!TA-DAAAAAAAAAA.
*BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO*
HAHA!
Well thats basically how my day goes.
Judge the boredom people from -10 to 1.

Now im still hooked by the Taufik Batisah song.
Everything that happened between the month of JUNE till NOVEMBER,
Just wont leave me.
Too sweet for me to forget.
-haiz-
All i want is an answer from my heart.
-sigh-

People, tomorrow is Suhaila CLT POP, so please do support her aight.
As for me, i still not sure if im going or not.
Will see about it tml.

Well world,
HAVE A FANTASTIC JUICY NIGHT!!!!
*take care girl* =)






Am I Making Things Worse? ; 6:46 PM





Sunday, December 10, 2006

Approached my friends and i will get the same questions.
What is the question??
Well,
"How you and her?"
Thats the qns.
I dont mind people asking me alot of times,
But sometimes i just dont noe what to say.
Now all i can say that, yes we are fine.
Ok enough of that.
My previous entry, i said i dont noe when i will blog again.
But it seems it doesnt take long for me to blog again.
I mean its no fun without being crazy me.
I missed my old self.
The CRAZY FARID.
Haha.

So its time i brush aside all those shity thinking,
And being myself again.
What's the point of thinking when it had already happened.
So yeah.
I have given someone a chance which i never regret giving it.
Why?
Because....
I remind myself of this show, Yellow Ribbon.
If those ex-convict who have comitted a crime such as murder or drug traffic,
can be given a chance to change for the better...
Why not this someone?
In fact, what this person does is minor thing compare to the the ex-convict.
So im really glad im accepting this person back.
YEAH!!!! =D

Ok from now, its going to be CRAZY for me.
HAHA!
Lets get that smiles and laughter all back.
=)
Sorry people, but im tired now.
I blog again tml aight.
JUICE!!!!!!!
haha!
Dashima,Dary & May should know what is the meaning.
Alright everybody,
HAVE A FANTASTIC JUICY NIGHT!!
*take care bony girl*


Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:21 PM