& You, I Saw You.

& i am.

[Muhd Farid]
-Wasted Youths.
-Messed Hair.
MERCU Private Sch.
29 April 1989.
Taurus.
Loved Tahirah
hits

& my friends.

ADILIN
AISYAH
ATIKAH
AYIEEN
CLARABELLE
ELISA
FARADELLA
HUIFEN
HUIYI
IVAN
IYLIEE
KAK SHIDA
KAREN
RABIATUL
SAMIRAH
SERENA
SHAZWANI
SHEIKHA
SYAZANA
TAHIRAH
XINROU
ZAFIRAH
ZAKI
ZULAIHA[baby]

& we reminisce

& we listen.

& we thank.

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Friday, March 30, 2007

I feel so down again.
And....
Haiz.
Just need someone to hear me out.
The past just haunts me again and again.
Im not being myself lately.

I missed alot of my friends.
Wasted youth.Bunch of 5N3(2006).Kaya.Chubby alien.Orange.NCC gang.
Baically alot la.

Yesterday 29th of March,
1 more month to my birthday.
Memorable birthday is still 29 April 2005.
=D

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 11:37 PM

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Haiz.
Wat a brother i am.
I really regret what i did.
So sad everytime i see the wound.
Like WTH la.

And i was freaking late today.
Haiz.
Not few minutes but i think 30minutes.
Issshh..
Never been so late when comes to meeting her.

Haiya, haiya, haiya.
Sorry for being so late just now.

Take care.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 8:44 PM

Artist Name- All-American rejects
Song lyrics- Straitjacket Feeling

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straitjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me
but today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when that memory slips away
There'll be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me
but today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:58 AM

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Why do i have to hurt my own feelings?
Haiz.
But its sure hurts alot everytime i think about it.
HAIZ.
24 November 2006.
It proves, Truth Really Hurts.
Haiz.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:23 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

OMG, OMG, OMG!!
Im in love with my new jersey.
Woohoo!!
The color of striking orange,
With the name, Muhd Farid at the back,
And not forgetting, the number 17.
Omg, just pure art.
LOL.
WTH right?
Whatever.
Im just so into my jersey.
=))))

For today, total boredom.
Send and fetch Faiz from sch.
Stayed at home all the way till 6 plus.
Then went to fetch Tahirah.
=)) YAY!
After send her home, i went home.

Well thats all folks.
And i love that Mint-ah.
LOL!!

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:25 PM

Monday, March 26, 2007

Avril Lavigne- Keep Holding On.

You're not alone
together we stand
i'll be by your side
you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
theres no place to go you know i wont give in
no i wont give in.

Chorus :

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

So far away i wish you were here
before it's too late this could all disapear
before the doors close, this comes to an end
but with you by my side i will fight and defend i'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Chorus :

Hear me when i say, when i say
i believe nothings gonna change,
nothings gonna change destiny
what ever is ment to be
will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah
lalalalalalala...

Chorus x2

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:18 PM

Sunday, March 25, 2007

For today woke up at about 10am++.
Received msg from Tahirah.
She asked if i wanna come along to EXPO.
So yeah im fine with anything.
Btw we went there cause she wanna finish her HW
And i basically need to start studying.
Tahirah reached there first.
I was the latecomer.
I came 1 hour later i think.

So yeah, she did her A Maths while i read story book.
She do her english next while i was still reading my book.
After that, went to grab something to eat.
Not me though, her.
Went BK.

Tahirah keep asking me to eat but i didnt want to.
Stubborn me.
Haiyooo....
Then in the end i finally did eat cause i did not want her to get irritated.
Haha. =)
Thanks girl, for the 1/4 fries and 1/4 burger.
My treat next time alright?

Take bus no. 12 back.
Well Tahirah had the URGE to sit beside this particular apek.
Maybe the apek is CUTE or HANDSOME to her, i dont know.
Haha!!
Accused me for having a gay partner.
LOL, which was the apek.
WTH.
Send her home, then i went home.

Ok now is the random part,
Being thinking about my relationship now,
I wonder how is it feel to have a relationship which last long
And i mean very long.
Hmm.....
I just hope this relationship can last.
Hopefully, =))

Love that "Bapok Father".
HAHA!

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 5:37 PM

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Just came back form soccer match.
Damn tired.
But hey there's something to smile about.
Guess what...
WE BLOODY HELL WON THE MATCH.
The score is 5-2.
Feel some kind of hope in this team.
=D

After the match, lepak at the fitness corner.
Till Tahirah came.
Very happy to see her.
=D
We have not talk that much the past few days,
so yeah im glad we are fine now.
Oh, Tahirah was from Faezah house to do her project.
But i feel not "style" uh after soccer match meet her.
Haha...
You know, when you perspire and all.
Comfirm you wont be uncomfortable to meet your love ones right.
Thats how i felt.
Haiyoo, smelly me.

But hey, im just really glad to see her.
Thanks for meeting me today.
Appreciate it.
=))

Take care then.
ILU.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 7:30 PM

Friday, March 23, 2007

Went home from MERCU.
Felt bored.
Came online, then saiful asked if i wanna watch movie.
So yeah went out again.
Met Saiful, Hafizzudin, and Levin at CS.
Decide to watch Mr Bean Holiday at 6pm, since we cant get the 5pm+.
Before entering cinema, walked around CS, talk and talk.
Went arcade, game shop to play XBOX 360.
Not me. Levin and Saiful.
Damn funny!
They played the boxing game.
The graphic kinda fake la.

After which, enter the cinema.
Suprising there is no 15 minutes advertisement.
Came inside and the show was starting.
The show ends at 7.30pm.
The movie was so-so, but there is sure some hilarious part.

Levin wanted to eat after that.
But we rather eat at home.
So yeah 293-ed back home.
Damn pack.
Reached home around 8pm+.

Why am i always starting it?
-Sigh-

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 9:10 PM

After much thoughts if i should go today,
Finally decided, OK I WILL GO.
I know i somehow will regret if i did not go.
Cause the least i could do is to come and show her some support.
Who noes she might be expecting me to come.
so yeah i did come.

Met nandini at 9.30am++.
Went inside, saw few ex BVSS there.
Talk to teachers, mine and nandini photo was taken.
Sat down at VIP seats.

Watch cheerleading.
She and the rest did pretty good.
=))
Watch other events too.

Congratulations to you and the others for the winning.
Just be proud for the effort you put in and for giving your best.
Proud of you.
=D

Actually we knew the results way before the results was being announced.
The first i say to myself after hearing the result was "Hope you will not be upset."
So yeah.

Went to LJS with Nandini.
After that went to friday prayer.

Well im going to start sch on the 2nd of April an 9am.
At MERCU.
Looking forward to it.

And also....
Tomorrow soccer match...
Venue:BEDOK VIEW SEC SOCCER FIELD.
Time:3.30pm.
Teams: Our team VS Fazil team.
P.S.:Those who live nearby please drop by and watch the match.[LOL]

And i have not yet wash my muddy boots.
Damn.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 3:18 PM

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Well, now im regretting what i wrote.
I got no one to blame but myself.
Haiz.
Im really sorry.
Haiz.

Stupid B*****D.
Haiz.
Now it really hurts.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 11:35 PM

"I Wish You Would Miss Me The Way I Miss You."
=D

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 11:51 AM

Sunday, March 18, 2007

=))

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 5:36 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

"SHOW ME YOUR COLOUR, TELL ME WHO YOU REALLY ARE".

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 2:16 PM

If only i stayed there a little bit longer.
If only i had not gone home by that time.
Haiz.
Chances had gone to waste.

Guess what i said is true.
Haiz.

Btw,i like this slow song.
Especially this phrase.

For the arms to be my shelter through all the rain;
For truth that will never change;
For someone to lean on;
for a heart I can rely on through anything;
For that one who I can run to....
I turn to you.

Well, anyone who is willing to accompany me during my weekends??
I would really appreciate it if there's a SINGLE soul.
So do contact me.
If no, its ok, dont mind going out alone.

Haiz.
Why Farid?
Why?
Why start?
Why now?
After what you SAID on that day...
BE VERY ASHAMED LA!
PLUS YOU CAN DREAM ON!
haiz.

Im very sorry.Sincerely.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 2:10 PM

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

I search for the video,
And finally found it.

Watch it!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VsFKdKvpSy4&mode=related&search=

I LOVE THE SONG! =))

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 7:18 PM

What a gift la Farid.
Damn ridiculous.
Yeah i can say its very stupid.
And i can tell
SHE HATE IT.

Cause of my fringging face!

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 12:23 AM

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

I know i have not been updating this blog.
So what right?!

Well yesterday was my 3 monthsary with that GIRL. =)
Yeah.
Wishes and all can be found in diffrent form inside the gift.
Oh well,
HAPPY 3 MONTHS!!yeah!

To someone a.k.a orange, if you allow me to say this to you,
its actually phrase from a song.

"When the sun rises again,
I will be there with you MY FRIEND,
And i will be there,
Looking over your shoulder.

Looking at this and looking for you,
Do you miss me the way i miss you,
And I will be there,
Looking over your shoulder."

Anyone got the accurate lyrics please inform me ok.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 3:56 PM

Thursday, March 01, 2007

What difference does it make if Farid was there or not.
Right?
Cause i was never close to make a difference her life.
At least, Farid knows.
Haiz.

Am I Making Things Worse? ; 8:16 PM