Saturday, September 30, 2006
hmm...haiz...well so many things happened the past few days...and its not a good thing uh..haiz...im sure alot of pepole noes about it....yeah yeah...but it seems like the things is over....izzit?hmm..i dont noe...haiz....i feel BAD & GUILTY about the whole thing...its like all this happened is all my fault...yeah my fault!!my presence in her life cause all this...AM I A BAD LUCK CHARM??looks like it uh...haiz.....well i told her about wat i feel and it was all my fault...she didnt agree to it uh...same goes for suhaila and my cousin...i dont y uh...hmm...i understand how haiqal feels uh since i was once in his shoe.....so yeah...hmm..when i got to noe about dis....i was soooo sure it was my fault and i WANTED to leave her....coz i dont want her friends to keep accusing or blaming her all because of my presence...but when she said.."if you ever leave because of this..i will surely slap your face!!"...well she really dont want me to leave...and i dont want to leave her coz i think i make this mess uh....imagine i decide to leave her huh....i will be one SELFISH guy not to consider about her feelings and i cant afford to leave her....being thinking alot lately...well shall not think about it anymore larh huh....to haiqal im sorry in anyway....hmm..well to everybody reading dis..take care aight..makcik im still here... =)
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 4:25 PM
Monday, September 25, 2006
hmmm...first things first....today i had no sch because i dont have any paper today..so yeah...today woke up for sahur at 4.30am....den after sahur i paln ready to sembahyand subuh...but then u noe wat??!!I TER-SLEEP SEY!!!!haiz...FISH LARH..haiizz...ok now about the SERIOUS thing...to dat someone huh....ur lucky dat i cant really do much for now....coz i got my reasons...its hidden truth...well this is a shout out to dat someone...yeah u may see im dis fun,wacky,full-of-nonsense or wat ever u see me as...but im telling u now u dont wish to see the other side of me....which i rarely be and which i dont want to be...coz i really dont like it dat part of me...wat ur dealing with is a friend to friend thingy...so i shall not get involve...but i can assure i WILL get involve if i have to....so yeah for now i wont coz i noe my limit between me and her....and please dont u ever talk to her like dat....hey boy read my lips"SEE YOU AROUND" hmm hey girl....u take care aight..dont think so much about it k.... =)SEY SEY SEY FUUUYOOOUUUU!!!! =D
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 11:30 AM
Friday, September 22, 2006
Well yeah guess wat??hmmm...nothing..haha!!oh yeah today had my physics paper and it was like shit..i think my science subject burn larh...but nvm...must think positive...coz still got the MCQ to do on tuesday...so yeah..will do my best...and u noe wat is the best thing??after our prelim which ends on 26 of september....the next 3 days da sec 4E/5N going to have MOCK EXAMS!!!i mean walau weeeiiiiiii.......GIVE US A BREAK MAN!!!see even suhaila is tired ready.....saw her with this nangke busuk expression..hahaha!!so yeah something was wrong..msg her after sembahyang..she said she was tired,no mood and sad...hmmm...about dat person larh huh......but hey nvm...about the exams thingy...its ok....ENDURE!!there's a malay saying...."susah sekarang,senang kemudian.."hmm..just now fetch tahirah from her tuition...well i was on time this time...haha..and i was soooo paiseh uh...y??coz i tried showing her so called magic tricks using a toothpick...but then skali tak jadi....she can see the toothpick...wahahha!!!!nvm nvm....haha...we consider today as BOXING DAY for the crows...coz while walking got dis few crows figthing for food...poor tahirah..hahaha....had to run away coz she was too scared....den i was like "come here crows....come here and eat tahirah..."....wahaha!!then outside the school also got a few crows fighting over something...hahaha!!well after sending her home....here i am at bedok cc....using the comp.....hey hey im gonna get a new comp very soon...i guess..wahaha!!oh yeah tml i think im going to this event with tahirah since she ask me to come along....so yeah..see larh how it goes...i have a feeling dis not going to be good some people....wahahha!!!dont worry will a very very low profile tml........SEY SEY SEY FOOOOYYOOOOOUUUU!!!!!!!
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 6:46 PM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
Firstly about today...got my chemistry exam...how was it??it was basically sucks to the core....it was super duper hard....haiz....but i wanna thank you to charissa for teaching me about the petrol and heavy fractions thingy because the qns came out and yes of coz i noe how to do.....thank you soooo much charissa....you roc'!!hmm...but overall it was difficult...everyone say so....well yeah one thing to do..FORGET ABOUT IT!!!!haiz....hmm...yesterday went to study with may,suhaila,sheikha and luthfi at this study room....for some reason i dont noe y i was feeling down..i mean not only for dat moment but the whole day...haizz....i dont noe larh...nvm larh....hmm...yeah tahirah had a date yesterday with 2 of her "boyfriends"..haha...haiz...no larh...is a study session..ahaha....so yeah yesterday study quite alot not until this pakcik came in who was the security guard....i mean he came to check on us then he talk with us....hahaha...he was talking non stop...haha...even sheikha say...nak buat kelaka pon ade limit uh...wahaha!!and yeah sorry suhaila to disturb u again...hmm..dis girl always complain to dat someone when ever i disturb her....well studied until 10.15pm den when home.....reached home at about 11pm....hmm..yeah i think dats it about yesterday..hmm..im still feeling low uh...haiz....damn sad....hey hey its 1 week from now....we know wat is dat day...hmm...haha...oh yeah yesterday may know about the key chain thingy..hahha..i was like "hey........"haha..nvm larh...and may was like "you're so sweet!,you're so sweet!!"hahaha.....ok thanks.=)hahaha...but dat person got 7 "boyfriends" ready.....ahahahhaa!!!....haizzzz....kk i think i wont talk about it anymore......huifen send me this email,dis qns caught my attention:Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?I totally disagree with dis qns...i mean wat the FCUK?!i mean how do they noe this...i mean i love to dress in black and want to be unnoticed and low profile....BUT BASICALLY I DONT NEED HELP AND UNDERSTANDING WAT....is just the way people wanna be...and that is da way i wanna be.....farid has left the building........
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 3:15 PM
Friday, September 15, 2006
well i basically had nothing to do at home....so yeah im bored to death...might as well blog...hmm...today had no sch...coz today had no paper...hmm...wah its raining heavily now...and dis coldness inside dis air-condition room is FREEZING me.....sheeeesshhh...well hmm yesterday....supposed to accompany hui fen to buy her dad present..but in d end did not..coz when she called me...i just reached home...and my plan was to sleep for at 2hours....i dont noe y but the bed is calling me.....plus my eyes and body says...."please give us a break will u.."... so yeah did not accompany hui fen...sorry about dat hui fen....sleep from 2pm till 3.45pm....den had to wake up....coz have to meet tahirah after her tuition....den yeah bath and all .....went out....5.15pm sharp reached kembangan mrt...wah my timing good....hahaha!!meet her and walk for a VERY LONG distance....haha...it was her idea....haha!!along the way we tested each other eyes sight and hearings......wahaha... guess who have the better eye sight...??ME OF COZ!!wahaha....tahirah cant even see tihs words even though it is right in front of her eyes...da words was.."JOSEPH MCNALLY BLOCK"wahaha..nvm nvm tahirah its ok....i understand....wahahahaa!!!kk im sooo evil...walk walk till at dis particular bus stop and took bus 31 back....we were still testing each other....silly girl.. =)...den yeah send her home and i went home...hmm...oh yeah next monday going to be my maths paper 1 and english paper 2.....wah...haiz...im soooooo going to be dead..haiz....nvm nvm...think positive farid...!!shall end here....well take care every one....to syazana...HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!!!WOOHOOO!!!haha....sey sey sey fuuuuyooouuu.....!! =)
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 3:44 PM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
hohoho....kk let see wat shall blog today...hmm...lets talk about yesterday...hmm...i and op went to study with suhaila and may at this study room....well usually its always quiet but i dont noe y dat day...it feels like chaos day inside the study room...because dis bunch of kids were making alot of unwanted noise....to all dis kids...FCUK OFF!!well then we decide to study somewhere else which was i think near suhaila house..but we sat under the void deck....i dont noe wat came into me yesterday night but i was the irritating guy for dat day...yeah i admit....haha.. i irritate suhaila like hell till she soooooo pissed off and even throw file at me...wahaha..and she complained to tahirah...wahaha!!oh yeah at one point....op asked me..luthfi:how do identify cations....??guess wat i answered.....farid:when u hear "meow" then the thing is CAT-IONS...wahaha.....FARID SOOOOO FREAKING LAME....but suhaila lamer...wahaha!!!then at suhaila dared me to call tahirah in front of everyone because she thinks im scared to do so...guess wat?? I FOOLED SUHAILA BEFORE I ACTUALLY DID CALL TAHIRAH.whaha...then yeah started packing up and make our way home at 10.30pm....accompanied op to interchange before going home....okok....enough of yesterday...but it is sure alot of fun... sorry suhaila once again....okok about today...meet tahirah in sch..yeah!!!wahaha...coz i need to borrow curve ruler from her for my practical exam..then i show her my baby photo..haha...well yeah she accompany me studying in the library....wah she soooo kepale batu coz she dont want to eat when she's hungry....hahaha!!!oh yeah did my practical exams today...guess wat...??i think im going to flung and fail my practical coz i was too sure of the results....well yeah dont wat to talk about it... hey wanna see my baby photo??haha..okok i shall post it here..tell me wat think about when i was a baby k..wahaha..
its me when i was a baby.
One of my favourite number..yay!!well i just to say something to certain people...op,may and suhaila....well just hush wat u all noe ok....haha..suhaila i will remember wat u did..wahaha..but its ok im not angry ok...keep everything to yourself first k.....thank you soooo much...and yeah HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TO JUN TING AND HUIFEN!!!!!YEAH!!!ok outz...
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 6:16 PM
Monday, September 11, 2006
hey hey...hmm..actually i have no time to blog now....but i have an anouncement to make...MY PHONE IS BACK!!!!YEAH!!SEY SEY SEY...FUUUUYOOOUUU!!WAHAHA!!well prelims had started...so i shall blog when only i have the time to...so everyone having prelims now....GOOD LUCK!!!!! =) well c ya.....byeZ.
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 6:44 PM
Thursday, September 07, 2006
hmm...1 week holidays started few days back..but as for me...no holidays coz have to study for my prelim which right after the one week holiday...haizz...yeah being studying till so late....and guess wat??now im going to be sick...yeah im feeling feverish...its like few days ready im feeling dis way....hmm...actually tahirah knows im sick coz i keep coughing while talking to her on the fone ...but i keep denying dat im not sick....nvm farid...keep denying.....i dont want my friends to noe im sick and get worried...(if they feel worried uh)...i dont want to them to be like dat uh...well today i went to study with op at Singapore Expo.....reached there at about 1.30pm...then yeah we studied chemistry...im soooooooo worried about my maths..haiz..like i dont have confidence to actually get a B3 for my maths...im scared...just have to work harder huh farid..well finished studying at 4.30pm....den we went for a walk at expo..den went inside dis Mega Sale..man..i swear im going to buy dis stripes shirt,a belt,a polo-T,a shoe for grad nite.....haha...seems to be alot uh...den after dat...op went home while i go to saiful.....well yeah here i am at saiful house using his comp....gosh....my fever getting worse now uh....i can feel the heat..haiz....hmm...come to think of it....i actually feeling really really scared as the O level exams is coming really soon....and one more thing...the year is coming to an end...yeah i mean to u guys u might be thinking...."so what?!"but as for me...i got my reason....haizz....nvm nvm...think about it after my Os...well yeah dats it for today....farid get well soon aight..haha..im talking to myself....
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 6:00 PM
Saturday, September 02, 2006
hey there...well as u can see i change my blogskin AGAIN...but i like dis one...coz is really really simple....so yeah....well on friday celebrated teacher's day....hmm...it was ok...but i damn sad...y..??because one of the band perform my song...Here Without You...haiz....since last time dis song has been part of me..i dont noe y...i want to perform and sing dat song but IM JUST SCARED TO SEE THE CROWD....stupid reason right..yeah dats me....haizz...nvm about it..forget about it uh....didnt wear according to the theme....the whole thing ended at 11.30++am....took pictures with lotsa people....then at 5.15pm...meet tahirah at kembangan mrt station after her tuition....drop at tanah merah and walk around bedok for quite sometime uh...hahaha!she was eating oreo...den i decide to take her pic with her teeth all covered with oreo...haha!!kk i shall not post it here....im a nice guy..wahahaha!!so yeah after dat send her home....and showed me the changi airport thingy...trust me everybody..she cant see the thing...she cant describe the thing....wahaha!!hmm...yesterday after friday prayer...went to Expo to study with suhaila and tahirah....it was fun....especially the lame-est girl is around and dat silly girl...oh yeah...tahirah wore tudung..i was kinda suprised uh....with dat she doesnt owe me anything ready..haiz i feel bad uh...coz she did wat she owe me...but me....STUPID!!!!i have not done one.......like wat the hell.....!!feel damn bad...haiz...well yeah we studied until 5pm den we went to bedok int to eat macdonald....after eating send dat silly girl home..i mean not actually send uh...just take da same bus.....hmm...well here are some picture for u to look at....
Tahirah&Farid
Chin Keong&Farid
Taken Secretly....Shhhhh..wahaha..She look Nice...
YEAH!!
hmm....well im actually feeling damn sad and down now....i got my reasons but....haiz..nvm.i hate to be feeling like dis...its like makes me think so much....dont noe larh....haiz...have a nice day everbody....take care tahirah.....
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 3:43 PM
