ohh...what a day for me...is damn merepek,tiring and moments of nervous..haha!!well today da sec 4 and 5 went to espalnade early in the morning because we got maths trail....first we got briefing in the hall...they gave us worksheets and refreshments..(plain water and hot dog bun)..by 8++am we were on the way there...it was raining though....hmm...i thought dis going to be fun...but IT WAS TOTALLY NOT FUN!!!!waste my time uh at there...yeah really...got this one station uh where we have to go up and down an escalator to calculate how long does it takes to go up and down the escalator uh...I MEAN HOW STUPID IS DAT??!!k fine...if they asked us to do the STUPID TASK once i dont mind uh..but WTF...they asked us to repeat da procedure 4 freaking times....!!!we are really like dis dumb ass uh...i just give in uh and do da task....haiz...so yeah ended the thingy at 11am...while waiting took few photos uh...
dont touch those horns. :P scene outside esplanade.
hmm...after dat went back to sch and go to the hall...got prize presentation uh..i tell u it was sooooo damn boring uh...da whole thing ended at 12.30++pm...then after dat...went down to the canteen waiting for my MALAY 'O' LEVEL ORAL to start....hey talk to Her in the canteen...i thought she dont wanna talk and her "bodyguard" was there so i keep quiet uh at first but she said hello..then i start talking...oh she pandang rendah at me eeeehhhh....haha!!tak pe2.. :Pso yeah by 1.45pm went up to the hall...we have to wait ouside first uh...haha!!we were sooooooooooooooo bored uh....wanna see how look while waiting??
can you feel our boredness??haha!!
Soon the moment we have been waitng for...ORAL TIME!!haha..and shit!!im da first one to go....i was soooo nervous but i keep my cool...haha!!after reading and talking to the examiners....PHEW~...im done...truthfully i did ok uh..even though i got gagap while talking..but i spoke bahasa baku all da way...yeah!!after dat went home uh with syafiq sulaiman...hmm...syafiq wants me to dance with him sey and perform on grad nite...i dont noe uh...see first uh...
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This is my thoughts uh...hmm..im really happy when i get to see her and talk to her...but dat happens like seldomly uh...i wish i could spend more time with her..BUT i noe i can neva do dat..is not dat i cant but i just dont have the chance to uh...firstly because of the "bodygaurd" she has uh...he will go accompany her always so yeah...i mean its fine uh at least got someone who takes good care of her...and yeah they are much more closer...hmm..next is dat if i were to ask her if i can spend more time with her...i would feel uncomfortable,uneasy and scared...scared anything would go wrong between us uh when everything is going on well...so yeah im just scared uh...feeling regret and bad the other time...i dont dare to ask again...haizz...MAYBE LET NATURE TAKE IT CAUSE.....
