Saturday, September 30, 2006
hmm...haiz...well so many things happened the past few days...and its not a good thing uh..haiz...im sure alot of pepole noes about it....yeah yeah...but it seems like the things is over....izzit?hmm..i dont noe...haiz....i feel BAD & GUILTY about the whole thing...its like all this happened is all my fault...yeah my fault!!my presence in her life cause all this...AM I A BAD LUCK CHARM??looks like it uh...haiz.....well i told her about wat i feel and it was all my fault...she didnt agree to it uh...same goes for suhaila and my cousin...i dont y uh...hmm...i understand how haiqal feels uh since i was once in his shoe.....so yeah...hmm..when i got to noe about dis....i was soooo sure it was my fault and i WANTED to leave her....coz i dont want her friends to keep accusing or blaming her all because of my presence...but when she said.."if you ever leave because of this..i will surely slap your face!!"...well she really dont want me to leave...and i dont want to leave her coz i think i make this mess uh....imagine i decide to leave her huh....i will be one SELFISH guy not to consider about her feelings and i cant afford to leave her....being thinking alot lately...well shall not think about it anymore larh huh....to haiqal im sorry in anyway....hmm..well to everybody reading dis..take care aight..makcik im still here... =)
Am I Making Things Worse? ; 4:25 PM
