Friday, October 27, 2006
Hi there everyone...Well today im not in any mood..neither bad or good....Im just being very quiet todayMaybe because i have been doing alot of thinking makes me feel this way...But i shall not get you all affected by my "no mood"...Basically i went out to go for friday prayer and plan to go study after that,but like i said i was in no mood to do anything.Feel like being alone.So yeah i went home straight and tempted to use the computer.Here i am, at the computer....I just dont noe what to do next....most probably sleep.Hmm...Op just called me asking if im studying today.Well i cant probably sit around this house and do nothing right?So i decide that i WILL go study later.Will be meeting Op at 5pm to study at national library.I just love National library, the part which is like the garden...I just dont noe what im feeling right now.Hmm...i put up another video.Usually people have been seeing the CRAZY & WACKY faridBut today, you have seen the SOFTER SIDE of farid.The song makes me feel like im missing someone sooooooo badly.For the obvious person, IMUSM.The song is very meaningful to me.Plus this song makes me aware... How much SHE means to me...How much i need HER....But i somehow feel that im gonna lose her.STUPID thinking or NEGATIVE thinking??you decide.I just realised that i have not cry since the day i meet silly girl.The last time was when the day i broke up with "ORANGE".It seems like things happened so fast that now you realised certain things.Now im unable to spent time this year hari raya with her because of my "O" levelexaminations...To make things worse she will be going off to CAMBODIA for 10 days which is a blow for me.Will i cry for all this??I hope not.Well thats all for now.I hope everyone could listen to the song.At the same time thinking about someone who is very special to you.Im sure u will feel something that u cant tell what you are feeling about that particular person.LOVE??HATE??MISS??ADORE??NOTHING??(impossible...)one last words....cherish your love ones before they leave.ILUSM. <3goodbye everyone.
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